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15 may 2012, tuesday ( A Fulfilling Day... )
Today I have the feeling that I shall succeed in my day. A blissful day is at hand here within the Emerald Valley, and I will do as I must to make it the vanguard to my renewed resolve.
- Jonathan Fix
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14 may 2012, monday ( My Calling... )
Today, I have made a choice. One that is to affect my daily life. Today I shall continue onward with life. Forgetting the meaningless fidgets and woes of my past. I shall explore the new direction. Letting not one moment be wasted upon meaningless tasks.
- Allenda Vena
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14 may 2012, monday ( Thank you )
I gave her the present and she was very happy. Thank you for your encouragements. i feels so much better now. thank you to you all for talking to me.
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8 may 2012, tuesday ( How Do I Deal With This )
How Do I Deal With This.....! Edit Title
Cathering Nat Hope Faith
Back in September, I fall fast and hard with a good fThrough thariend of mine, less then weeks after meeting him. I told him less then a couple of months later, and regreted if for a while because he said he didn't feel (... więcej)
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6 may 2012, sunday ( obsession )
i was hurt
i was depressed
i felt alone
it just started out as simple cuts..
but then it became an obsession that i couldnt control..
i tried to stop,i couldnt
i always came crawling back to the razor..
the cuts got bigger..and so did the pain..
they turned into big long gashes across my arm..
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28 july 2002, sunday ( Dream Travels )
As I fall into a deep slumber
my mind begins to wander
to a place I’ve never been
a place deep within.
Traveled to the core of my soul
within my heart, it isn’t whole
I am missing one key part
love from you with all your heart.
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18 may 2011, wednesday ( Ideas of You )
Sometimes I sit and stare
out among the crowd
my mind begins to fly
high into the air
way above the sound
ideas of you
float amongst the clouds
drifting thru my dreams
like a sweet melody
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12 october 2011, wednesday ( Love )
Love is attainable. It is all the little things. It’s a smile, a friendly wave, showing empathy and compassion. Reaching out when someone’s in need. It’s our basic human instincts that over time we’ve chosen to ignore.
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18 september 2010, saturday ( Rejection )
I have come to see rejection as a compliment. You get slapped in the face enough times you start to embrace it. You can’t crumble every time someone knocks you down. You press on. Continue your journey.
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4 may 2012, friday ( No one told me )
Growing up no one ever told me that even if you meet your soul mate, that you might spend most of your life without that person.
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3 may 2012, thursday ( present )
Now I decided to buy my friend a birthday present on her birthday. From what I said in my in my previous entries in my diary.
Do you think it is a good idea?
I don't have have a reason to why I decided on this but I know it have to to do it.
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1 may 2012, tuesday ( Quatrain 57 & Simple Observation 38 )
Simple Observation 38
Cunning people always have something up their sleeve
because they’re usually those people who try to deceive.
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Quatrain 57
Infinite Glory be to the Lord God on high
in Whose grace and love our faith does lie.
Happy are they who adhere (... więcej)
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26 april 2012, thursday ( my choice )
When I decided to continue the friendship because I understand now that everyone has a choice in life. If right now I accept things as they are and let go I will lose my friend.
In life we can always my a choice and I know this maybe a challenge but I won't give up because as soon as you do you (... więcej)
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24 april 2012, tuesday ( no longer )
i no longer feel pain when you enter my mind and i no longer long for you i only long for wat we used to have though im sure the one i have now can give me more then wat you did
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25 april 2012, wednesday ( Beauty Of Untouched )
Be very careful what you say to yourself because someone very important is listening . . . YOU !
Its amazing this life, it shows you things you never expect, its beautiful sometimes. There are many miracles happening around us like the rise of sun, illuminating the darkness. Even when it is dark (... więcej)
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24 april 2012, tuesday ( It Didn't Go Away )
Once I was having a total melt down, it was the closest I have ever came to writing a suicide letter. I had a knife to my wrist and I wanted to cut so badly, it was becoming a really bad habit. I was about to slice, as I looked around the room at all the pictures of the guy that broke my heart into (... więcej)
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24 april 2012, tuesday ( Story )
Its too late now. Everyone's sleeping but I am awake, was wasting my time before but not any more. It's been enough.
What is your life about, anyway?
Nothing but a struggle to be someone,
Nothing but a running from your own silence.
~Rumi
I am tired of running, escaping from the (... więcej)
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23 april 2012, monday ( Sea Glass Sky )
Tonight the sky is very much beautiful with its magical sea glass colour and with so many stars. But the best thing is the wind. Its voice when it rushes pass me and I felt I wana fly like all my dreams come true. When I would open my eyes I would fly towards the sky with the witches following me (I (... więcej)
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19 march 2012, monday ( disappear )
i just want to disappear from the world right now. like i never existed. and watch all the people i cared about most. watch what their lives would be like if i was never in them.
see if they would be better of without me. if they're more happier,or if they stayed the same..
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18 april 2012, wednesday ( Morning Miracle )
Today when I woke up, the first thing I noticed was the morning's bright light coming from my window. It just made me smile. I have always believed that happiness is of two types. The first one is time being, it makes us happy just for a short while then it fades. While the second one just makes (... więcej)
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17 april 2012, tuesday ( ib (tok) )
I think it would be possible for me to enjoy ToK. If it was a seperate class and I had time to read the book and we got a grade for it and the discussion were real discussions and nobody else complained and I have the will power to get through a chapter without wanting to violently stab a fork in my (... więcej)
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16 april 2012, monday ( Take My Hand Friend Again )
I reached out my hand. Hoping you'd take mine with yours. To pull me up to stand, knowing it would never be like I once did. As you barely wrapped your hand around mine, as you pulled me up. I still felt enough of your skin to feel warmer inside then I had in a long time. Way before I knew (... więcej)
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16 april 2012, monday ( Super Energy )
I imagine everyone having some sort of magical power in them. When they don't use it, open it up, it starts building up slowly steadily and one day it explode. This release of energy could be in the form of anger, tears, cries, a new poem, painting, a heart touching song, or anything.
With it the (... więcej)
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14 april 2012, saturday ( My Rules & Lessons )
When I was younger my mom told me few things which become a part of me. Without them I am incomplete, undefined. :)
The truth is that I always wanted to be brave like her. That's why at one moment in my life when I saw my true self I saw that strength which was a part of me.
As I was very sensitive, (... więcej)
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14 april 2012, saturday ( A Little Prayer )
Oh My God,
Do not ever forsake me dear Lord, even though it does appear at times that I do forsake Thee
but please be with me always to guide, protect and heal, wherever I am, for I have a need to be.
Thou art most gracious and all-merciful Dear Lord, Thou art most gracious and all-merciful.
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14 april 2012, saturday ( Life )
Today I am thinking about my exams which will be held in June 2012. My preparation is not good due to my lack of interest. I had stopped dreaming a long time ago and I didn't realize it. When there are no dreams, the life in you becomes dull. Life seems to be out of purpose and the evil spell of (... więcej)
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13 april 2012, friday ( A Truth )
I realized that everything in this world is connected. I can feel it. There is a whole magnificent web, this world, that is usually invisible. Every thing that is happening, even me writting this thought of my mind, has a reason. Some thing we can't see at times. Therefore we are some times disappointed, (... więcej)
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11 april 2012, wednesday ( Letter to My Unborn )
…sorry I disrespected you. All the times I lived longing for your daddy to step up to the plate, longing for your daddy to step up to the plate, longing for your daddy to step up to the plate to claim you. For he did not know of his Godly creation. His own salvation. Instead I saved you from the agony (... więcej)
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11 april 2012, wednesday ( America Speaks )
Racism has many forms. Because of the formalities involved in racist acts, racism will always exist. Racism is defined as prejudices and discrimination is in effect. Prejudice is when have preconceived notion towards another group. Discrimination is when you act against a race because of prejudices. (... więcej)
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11 april 2012, wednesday ( Freedom Rings )
When I begin to distinguish the line between color lines, I become color strict. High five. Oh my God, I begin to notice that God made the blacks with so many Hughes of skin tone. While white America looks at blacks that look alike, I appreciate the difference of a variety of color. It is like black (... więcej)
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