Kahlia Mazacalletti, 27 march 2013
I have been writing to a person on this board. I feel as though when he is on here, he opens up. He gave me his phone number and I called him. He was distant, too busy to talk, could not talk???? What am I supposed to think? Well, I am not thinking anyone as I have to figure this out peacefully (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 24 march 2013
I just got a note from Goldie-she is so sweet and thoughtful. I am writing a poem but it is not done yet. I hope that it reaches some people out there. I miss talking to Louis...I may call him today. I am feeling soooo much better. My meds are working and I just feel good. It has been ann (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 march 2013
I woke up this morning, feeling wonderful. I have so much to be thankful for......People who love me comes to mind first...To Louis, I miss your notes and poetry but I also miss talking to you. I have posted one poem in the last 3 days. I think I have writer's block. Has happened before. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013
I feel so blessed, this morning I woke up and finally felt "normal". It was an experience about being detoxed off meds. I really believe that you are so in tune with yourself after you get off that stuff. Mine was Visteral and Topomax. Topomax for seizures and Visteral for anxiety. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013
My new motto of the day is "live and learn". It seems as though I have been through quite a bit yesterday......and the days before that. It has made me humble and also very aware of other people's feelings. I feel like I have hurt someone without his consent. I have to get back (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 march 2013
I have begun a personal challange and nobody won. I just got what I needed. My Steven is no longer upset about my emails to certain people on the site. WE had a VERY long talk last night about control. I cannot be controlled. I am only human and I may have made a few mistakes in my life but (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 18 march 2013
Louis and Goldie, I hope this finds you both well. I have decided to rebel. I am no longer angry, just a little frustrated. I will do the right thing no matter what. It is unjust to tell someone that they cannot write to other people. Jealousy is a monster but I really at this point, do not (... więcej)
louis gander, 18 march 2013
Let me say,
"Good morning to the sunshine
that warms my somber face.
Good morning to the people
who labor in their place.
Life continues every day.
We do what people do.
Today the sunshine welcomes me -
but may it also you."
louis gander, 18 march 2013
Let me say,
"Good night to venus,
good night to mars,
good night to the moon-
and good night stars.
good night to the clouds
and residual hue
left by the sunset.
Good night to you too...
louis gander, 17 march 2013
I'm in a sad valley today, a very deep desert valley between two high mountain peaks of joy- near a pond only large enough for survival, I am like a toad, but survive, I will. I always have.
One mountain peak is behind me- in the past. I saw people happy and laughing there. I was one of (... więcej)