Rhiannon, 18 february 2012
My mind wont stop
It keeps racing
And I can’t drop
My level of pacing
You’re on my mind
Can’t get you out
I’m starting to find
What love is about
The way you kiss me
Drives me crazy
I want you to see
How my mind goes hazy
My mind wants to race
But your kiss stops it dead
It’s like amazing grace
Is playing in my head
I forget the world
I’m so lost in you
I come unfurled
I forget what to do
You look at me
I get lost in your eyes
I’m completely free
I can soar through skies
I see your smile
And my heart does melt
I’d make it worthwhile
If you’d listen to how I felt
Let me play you a song
A sweet little rhyme
If it’ll prolong
Our together time
Because every little moment
That you’re around
Is like my ascent
Off of the ground
With you I fly high
Higher than ever
Into a bright blue sky
And I no longer say never
No more never love
No more never good enough
Because you make me rise above
Even when times get rough.
Rhiannon, 17 february 2012
As I walk through the cold
Tears freeze me in sorrow
How could you ever grow old
With someone who sees not tomorrow?
And in this endless depression
Ill stay ‘til my death
Ill miss your every expression
As I catch my breath
And should you ever love me
You’ll heal my frozen heart
But until then you see,
It shall remain frail and tart.
Know that…
In my darkest of hours
I wish for only you
But the devil devours
My heart that is true
And as I lie awake at night
I can’t help but wonder
If it’d give you a fright
To see me as I plunder
For I reach for the surface
But no hand holds mine
Seems I lack a purpose,
Without your love so divine
Rhiannon, 14 february 2012
I hate that I’m still crying
That inside I’m dying
I hate how I’m alone
How far apart we’ve grown
I hate to miss your smile
How it’s been gone a while
I hate how far you are
Like reaching for a star
I hate how you don’t see me
As if we never were a we
I hate how much I miss you
How broken I am without my glue
And I hate how much I hurt
How my heart is six feet beneath the dirt
And I hate how now you see
How weak that I can be
And I hate how sometimes you’re strong
Wait, this is all wrong…
Because I love you with all my heart
I’m just wishing for a fresh start
And I love that smile so glorious
How when I see it I feel victorious
And I love that you’re my world
That without you I’m unfurled
I love your gorgeous eyes
With the power to hypnotize
And I love the way you love me
I just wish… that we could still be
Rhiannon, 14 february 2012
I’m not good with talking
I never know what to say
I guess I’m better at walking
The other way
I’m too shy for new things
They kinda freak me out
And that nervous feeling it brings
Makes me want to shout
I want to tell you I met a guy
I know, he isn’t you
I want to give it a try
But that would be too new
I know he wont look at me
The way that you used to
And maybe he wont see
Good in things I do
But being alone isn’t working
I need that warm embrace
I know I suck at flirting
But you should see his face
He’s really kind of pretty
As stupid as it sounds
And even though it’s petty
I always see him on the grounds
The truth about this
Is I’m afraid to move on
Afraid to feel a new kiss
And for you to really be gone
What if I don’t like him
And I think of only you
It sounds so grim
But it probably is true
I know that he wont hug
All the ways you do
He won’t be just like a drug
That I’m addicted to
He probably wont love
With the vastness of an ocean
But maybe he wont shove
Me into an implosion
I wish that I could say
I’d wait forever for you
I know that I would say
If you asked of me, I do
But I feel I should move on
As hard as it may be
Because living with you gone
Has opened my eyes to see
I believe I could do better
For you if I had a chance
I’d write letter after letter
Of our endless romance
I’d always make you smile
Because it brightens every day
But once in a while
I think moving on is okay
I just hope you wont be mad
When I’m with another guy
And certainly not sad,
Because of my good-bye
And know that if I go
Ill truly miss you
You made my heart overflow
If only you knew.
I’ll still think of you each day
And of our love so true
But I guess it’s time to say
Our last adieu.
Rhiannon, 14 february 2012
Sometimes I go all day
Without you on my mind
And I have nothing to say
About how love is blind
I can smile and laugh
Without a care in the world
I forget my missing half
That my heart is unfurled
But then I come home
And all I see is you
Suddenly I want to roam
Until I find love true
And the tears I’ve held back
From crying all day
Fill each crack
In the lies I say
And I can’t get you
Out of my head
I wish somehow you knew
All the things I’ve said
I miss you more than ever
In these weaker times
My heart continues to sever
No matter how many rhymes
I write to you my dear
My heart still aches
Because you don’t hear
And my tears fill lakes
Like the one we used to love
Do you remember those days?
When our love rose above
And we lived in such a daze
I feel the strength I’ve shown
All day is wasted
When I hear that tone
And my tears I’ve tasted
The fight seems in vain
When I break down at night
I have nothing to gain
By trying to fight
Rhiannon, 13 february 2012
As I wake
I see your face
I’m at that lake
Missing your warm embrace
Each and every day
You’re on my mind
Wish I knew how to say
But these words I can’t find
Waves crashing down
I’m missing my castle walls
Please don’t let me drown
For you my heart still calls
I’m laying under the stars
Remembering your words
My heart is behind bars
I feel like it’s split in thirds
The first misses your smile
Most possibly the most
Haven’t seen it in a while
It’s like you’re on the other coast
The second misses your eyes
That I always got lost in
They’re an amazing prize
Lately I can’t quite win
The third misses everything
From your words to your kiss
To these memories I cling
But it’s you not them I miss.
Rhiannon, 13 february 2012
And it was then
I realized how alone I am
How long has it been?
Since you gave a damn?
So isolated now
No one to talk to
Go ahead, take a bow
Is this what you wanted to do?
Make sure I have no one
Not a friend to spare
Well I guess you’ve won
Silly me, thinking you care
Guess it was a game
The whole time
Can’t forget your name
I write you rhyme after rhyme
Get out of my head
Just disappear
I’ve begun to dread
The thought of you near
You’re full of pain
It leaks through your skin
With you comes rain
Of un-repented sin
You’re driving me insane
Think of you over and over
Like drinking with nothing to gain
But a horrible hangover
Rhiannon, 13 february 2012
I break
And I shatter
No more can I take
But to you it doesn’t matter
I shiver
And I cry
But not a sliver
Of care is in your eye
I run
And I hide
You think it’s fun
Tearing me apart inside
I stand
And I fight
But you stop my hand
I cry no, this isn’t right.
You take
And you hurt
Can you feel me break?
No, don’t take off my shirt
You pounce
And you laugh
I can’t find an ounce
Of forgiveness on your behalf
You force
And you strangle
Do you feel remorse?
As away I try to wrangle?
You smile
And you sigh
I lay cold for a while
Staring at the empty sky.
I break
And I shatter
No more can I take
But to you, it doesn’t matter.
Rhiannon, 11 february 2012
Headphones in my ears
Cant stand the sound
Of the flow of my tears
Splash as they hit ground
So filled with hate
I’ve become so weak
Let the world create
A creature so meek
Lost hold of hope
My last string of sanity
Not sure how to cope
With my inhumanity
Cant stand to be helpless
Not knowing what to do
It all seems so useless
When no words ring true
Headphones in my ears
Drown out the world
Hide my greatest fears
Before they come unfurled
Bottle up emotions
Just waiting to explode
Going through the motions
On this empty road
Been left alone
By the last who cared
Fallen in the lost zone
Without the love we shared
Headphones in my ears
The world falls away
I’m consumed by my fears
No longer seeing light of day
When there’s no one
Here to save me
No reason to run
No one to set me free
I no longer wish to wake
Let me slumber forever
And the demons take
My soul on an endeavor.
Rhiannon, 11 february 2012
So I’ve decided I’m sick.
Not sick like coughing
More like I need a new trick
Kinda been thinking about offing
Myself-fail to see life’s value
Guess that’s pretty depressing
But it sure is true
Don’t feel like addressing
My multitude of issues
Just forget I ever was
I’m sure you won’t need any tissues
But I hope I left your mind abuzz
I try expressing how I feel
Turns out no one listens
And my poetry doesn’t feel real
It’s too plain, none of it glistens
So in the end
My emotions are still trapped
Guess that makes it easier to defend
My heart from being sapped
But I’m still really sick
Of being who I am
I need to change quick
This life is a sham.
I’m even tired of this poem
It won’t make a difference
And I’m really sick of rhyming
Welcome to indifference.
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