Poetry

Angel


Angel

Angel, 19 march 2014

Listen to the sound

Listen to the sound,Of a heart that's breaking down.Ever so slowly it's being destroyed,By all of those evil unlucky boys.Now listen to the sound of a broken heart,Slowly but surely being pulled apart.By all of those men who think they're so fly,But all the really do is make her cry.Listen to the sound of the girl that's breaking down,Torturing herself without a sound.She thinks she'd be better off dead,Because of the voices she hears in her head.Now listen to the sound of a girl who finally sees hope,Because she's finally found a man who can help her cope.She is no longer on her own,Because love is all this guy has shown.Listen to the sound a heart being fixed,Being put back together without being tricked.With him she's learned to truly smile,And their love will not last for just a while.Now listen to the sound of a girl who's alive,Finally happy without tears in her eyes.She's learned to love and she's learned to care,And she's learned that for her he'll always be there.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

The words she says

The words she says,
Pierce me deep.
She doesn't hear me,
Even if I weep.

She claims she's not saying,
My sisters better than me.
But no matter how hard I try,
She will never see.

The girl that's hidden,
Deep inside.
So scared to come out,
She always hides.

No one believes in me,
So slowly I die.
Barely lives,
Drowning in lies.

"Why should I try?"
Is what I think.
No one gives help,
So in the pain I sink.

I'll never be good enough,
For anyone.
And no matter what,
No one will come.

With everything she says,
And everything she does.
She's killing me softly,
Never again to be the angel I was.

Because the words she says,
Pierce me deep.
And she'll never hear me,
Even if I weep.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

The feeling you get...

The feeling you get when you run your hand over your scars,
Wanting to open them again.
The feeling you get when people look down upon you,
Because you'll never be anything to them.

The feeling you get when your mother speaks,
And basically tells you you're worthless.
The feeling you get when the words echo in your head,
You're nothing, hopeless, useless.

The feeling you get when the pain never ends,
And you just want to die.
The feeling you get when you wear that smile,
When all you want to do is cry.

The feeling you get when you're tired of living,
The same lie every day.
The feeling you get when you're done with life,
Because to you, there's no reason to stay.

The feeling you get when you're just done,
Thinking of ways to end it all.
The feeling you get when you wake up,
Wondering if this is the day you will fall.

The feeling you get when you finally break,
And drag the razor across your wrist.
The feeling you get when you put your hand down,
As your blood drips from your fist.

The feeling you get when you remember,
All the words that were said.
The feeling you get when the last of you fades,
And the world finds you dead.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

Blood smeared pages

Open the book,
And turn the page.
You'll see what I,
Went through at each age.

Years one through ten,
I was perfect as can be.
But after eleven,
Things changed as you will see.

As I grew older,
My pain became clear.
My eyes were always shining,
Because they were holding back the tears.

I started getting into,
Things I know I shouldn't have.
Then I saw,
How it made my friends sad.

A few began,
To see the scars.
Not knowing the pain,
That made me go far.

Hardly any warning,
Would I heed.
Then you turn the page,
And it's hard to read.

The next few pages,
Were smeared with blood.
The words you could read spoke,
Of blood flowing out like a flood.

The words you read,
Are too painful to repeat.
It was so horrifying,
You couldn't stay in your seat.

It was hard for me to write,
When the pages were being stained red.
But I needed to write out my life,
Before I was dead.

I felt that if I didn't,
I would have been of no use.
Like there was no reason for me to be good,
I might as well have let the monster loose.

It's getting harder for me to write,
Because my blood keeps smearing.
I can barely see,
Because my eyes are tearing.

So I'll be quick,
I will be fast.
For the life I have left,
Will no longer last.

I'm sorry for all the pain,
That I have put you through.
Through these blood smeared pages I'm saying to my friends and family,
Good bye, I'm sorry, and I love you.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

The secret lover (Part 2)

So they set up a date,
After school the next day.
And he made her promise,
That only he would pay.

He planned to take her,
To a movie the next night.
But first stop somewhere,
For a quick bite.

When they finished talking,
He couldn't help but smile.
Because he's wanted to be with her,
For a very long while.

He was so excited,
He couldn't believe his mind.
Finally he thought,
This girl can be mine.

His dream was finally,
Coming true.
And in her mind she thought,
Someone wants you.

The next day at school,
While she was counting down the hours.
He was off,
Buying her flowers.

He just,
Couldn't wait.
For their,
Special date.

While they were at school,
Throughout the day.
He would look at her,
Thinking about what he would say.

She still didn't know,
His identity.
But he was still nervous,
That he may not be the one she wants to see.

Every few seconds,
He looked at the clock.
His nerves were overwhelming him so much,
That he could barely talk.

Should i continue??


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

Kill me now

Kill me now
Kill me dead
Leave the carpet
Stained blood red

Ram the knife
Through my heart
Tear it to pieces
Tear me apart

Everyday
Is full of lies
You hear me now
And seem surprised

You're the one
Who broke me down
And instead of smiling
I always frown

So just kill me now
And leave me be
And then you'll see
What you did to me

sorry that i ahvent posted anythig  in a while


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Angel

Angel, 16 may 2012

Finally Given Up

Congratulations you got your wish,
Congratulations i turned into this.

I gave up my knife just for you,
But now that is no longer true.

I promised you that never again would i do this,
But I take that back as I drag the knife across my wrist.

I put out my wrist and let the blood flow down,
Killing myself softly and without a tear.

I do not shed a single tear,
As i live out my friends biggest fear.

In the morning you'll find me dead,
Because of everything you said.


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Angel

Angel, 16 may 2012

What's the Point?

At home I always,
Feel alone.
No one there,
Just me on my own.

Always crying,
Myself to sleep.
Drowning in pain,
That is always deep.

The smile I wear,
Is only a shell.
Behind the mask,
I'm living in hell.

My parents sure as hell,
Don't care.
Like it matters,
Because they're never there.

My friends they care,
But they'll never see.
The dying girl,
Inside of me.

My life doesn't matter,
Because I'm always wrong.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll never be strong.

Acting all the time,
Like I'm okay.
Is killing me slowly,
More and more each day.

In truth I don't know,
How much longer I'll last.
Or if my pain,
Will ever pass.

I just know,
I'm dying inside.
And every day,
It's getting harder to hide.

People always say,
I'm perfect and sweet.
But to me,
Even that is an impossible feat.

I'm sorry the life that I live,
Is a lie.
And I feel the only wat to fix it,
Is to die.

I haven't come to that point yet,
Because I'm looking for truth.
Something good inside of me,
Just a bit of proof.

But everything I care about,
Has been taken away.
So what's the point of living,
If there's no reason to stay?

I'm tired of acting,
Like the pain is not there.
It hurts too much,
And nobody cares.

Tell me why should I live,
If I don't know what for.
What's the point of living,
If you don't want to anymore.


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Angel

Angel, 2 may 2012

Pain of the Past

I am hurting deeply inside,
Running from fears that I cannot hide.

I remember the things that made me go far,
Far enough to give myself a scar.

I remember the blood and I remember the knife,
I remember trying to end my life.

Although I don't do those things anymore,
The memories have left me sore.

The urge to relapse can be strong,
And they make my nights very long.

The things of the past make me regret,
And all my memories I'd rather forget.

I have decided not to hate
I'll just leave my life to fate.

I paint on the smile so that my face beams,
As I try to figure out my dreams.

I know the pain is of the past,
But I'm afraid it will always last.


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Angel

Angel, 26 april 2012

In Love

He loves me then,
He loves me not.
But I'm willing to give him,
Everything I've got.

He loved me then,
He loves me now.
We're working it out,
But I always wonder how?

He is everything,
As perfect as can be.
So how did he fall,
For a girl like me?

There's really nothing,
Special about me.
And I would really like,
To find out how he sees me.

But right now,
I do not care.
I just know,
He's always there.

He's like an angel,
Sent from above.
And he is the one,
I truly love.


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Angel

Angel, 26 april 2012

I'm Not Alright

I'm not alright,
I'm broken inside.
I'm slowly dying,
With nowhere to hide.

So many lies,
And so much pain.
I rather be dead,
Than living in the rain.

I remember the time,
Where I would ball my fist.
And slowly drag the knife,
Across my wrist.

I remember the blood,
As it flowed out of me.
But not enough,
For the world to see.

I hid the truth,
From all of my friends.
So they would not see me,
At my end.

Ya I've stopped,
And ya I've been clean.
But my past still haunts me,
In my dreams.

So next time you ask me me if I'm alright,
I'll say no.
Then the truth,
Is what you'll finally know.


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

Recovery

We were together,
For almost a year
Everytime i think of you,
I shed a tear

I dont think i'll be able,
To open up again
Cause i already lost,
My best friend...


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

My life now

I wake up and open my eyes,
Ready to live a day in lies.

I paint the smile upon my face,
And look like everything's in place

I walk around throughout my day,
Already knowing what I'm going to say.

Finally when I get home I can finally be me,
Instead of the "perfect" girl they see.

At home I don't have to be fake,
And I can cry with the cuts I make.

I feel the blood flow out of my skin,
And I think about how my life has been.

I re-live moments I'd rather forget,
And remember some things that I regret.

Then I clean up the mess I made,
And see te scars that will never fade.

Sometimes I feel my life slipping through my hand,
Flowing down like grains of sand.

I see my life as it's torn,
I feel the eyes as they scorn.

I heard the words that are said,
The ones that say they want me dead.

I do not want pain anymore,
I just want someone to save my heart for.


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

I'm alone

I will stand up, and I will fight,
I will work to show the light.

I just want the world to see,
The girl who is the real me.

I am a girl, who is afraid,
Of everything the world has made.

I'm not as strong as you think I am,
I'm not as clean and pure as a lamb.

I have cut and I have bled,
But still the world has not found me dead.

I have not been able to kill myself,
But I know that I need help.

Every cut ends with a scar,
And never again do I want to go that far.

The love of my life left me in the rain,
And now I'm drowning in the pain.

No longer do I know who my life is for,
I just don't want to be alone anymore...


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

I'm alone

I will stand up, and I will fight,
I will work to show the light.

I just want the world to see,
The girl who is the real me.

I am a girl, who is afraid,
Of everything the world has made.

I'm not as strong as you think I am,
I'm not as clean and pure as a lamb.

I have cut and I have bled,
But still the world has not found me dead.

I have not been able to kill myself,
But I know that I need help.

Every cut ends with a scar,
And never again do I want to go that far.

The love of my life left me in the rain,
And now I'm drowning in the pain.

No longer do I know who my life is for,
I just don't want to be alone anymore...


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

It's all for you too

You said you loved me,
When you looked into my eyes.
I should have known,
Your words were lies.

Through you,
My heart was opened.
Because of you,
It is now broken.

I want you to know,
Go away.
For with me,
You'll never stay.

I can not stay here,
Anymore.
This is what,
A knife is for.

I'll ball my hand,
Into a fist.
And slide the knife,
Straight through my wrist.

I will sit there,
And let my blood flow.
All of it,
So you will know.

Exacty what,
You did to me.
Now at rest,
In peace i will be.

All alone,
Will i be in death.
Where i can live,
Without regret.

There is no saving me,
No matter how hard you try.
That is why i now,
Choose to say goodbye.

I hope you love your life,
With me now gone.
Cause my ghost will forever haunt you,
Until you're dead on your lawn.

And i'll make you suffer,
Everything I went through.
Just remember that all my pain,
Is meant for you too.


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

Because of him



I've been sitting and waiting inside my
shell
Living inside my personal hell

Waiting for something to happen to me
Something to bring out the real me

I'm tired of hiding all of my tears
And tired of running from all of my fears

Finally came that one special night
And never once did I put up a fight

I never thought I'd let him in
But finally I let him win

All we did that night was dance
Truly for me a divine romance

A few were surprised to see me like that
Because at every other dance all I did was chat

Of all the guys I danced with there
He's the only one who seemed to care

Because of him I opened up
Instead of being stuck in a lonely rut

Now my life has left me feeling fine
I really hope this is a sign

Of greater things that are yet to come
Hopefully a boyfriend because hell ya I want one

He is sweet, as sweet as can be
And from now on the real me is the one people will see.


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

Secretly In Love



You look at her and think she's okay
But her boyfriend sees her as a girl to play

She walks around with him at school
But he really thinks she isn't cool

She knows her "friends" are completely fake
And they're the reason for the cuts she make

She'd rather live a life of lies
Than be the lonely girl who cries

You want to see her leave them behind
And find a guy who's actually kind

You wish that she would look at you
And see you as someone who'd actually be true

A guy who wouldn't want to see her cry
And give her no reason to always lie

But to her you're another face in the crowd
And a voice that isn't very loud

Maybe someday she'll give you a glance
And maybe even give you a chance

And you'll have that dream again and again
But until it comes true you can't wait 'til then...


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

My Secret



Do you see the smile on my face that
beams?
I put it on to hide my dreams

I can't stand it when people judge me
By the "innocent" girl they see

They think I'm an angel well they're wrong
They don't know that all my nights are long

They don't know my hurts and they don't know my pain
They don't know my secrets or that I'm ready to go insane

My life is filled with so much hurt
So it doesn't matter if he was a flirt

I'm so sick and tired of being played
Cause now the edges of my heart are frayed

Just want it all to end
And death is right around the bend

Ii just want someone to be
The guy who actually likes me for me

Who will not care about my past
A relationship that will actually last

I have a certain guy in mind
Who to me is a real find

He's funny and smart
And has a really big heart

He can make me smile when I want to cry
And make me forget that I want to die

He doesn't like to see me sad
So I hope that he will not be mad

If he ever finds out about how I feel
And it's not just physical pain that's real

I wish that we could like each other
But he may have already fallen for another...


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

Her Dying Song (explicit for one word)



My heart is gone I am now dead,
Laying on the floor on the carpet stained red.

You'll find a knife in my balled up fist,
And see the cut I made on my wrist.

You think to yourself, what went wrong?
You truly have no idea what was going on.

You saw a piece of paper with your name across the top,
The shock of what you read inside made your heart stop.

"My darling love don't worry about me,
I'm out of my misery as you can now see.

I know I was your angel pretty and pure,
You said I was perfect how were you sure?

You don't know what I was going through,
Because I chose to hide it from you.

I didn't want you to see your angel in pain,
And I didn't want you to know I was going insane.

You always asked why I wore those bracelets on my arm,
Well it was to hide all my self-inflicted harm.

My life wasn't as perfect as you thought it was,
But please know that you were not the cause.

I know on the outside that I looked fine,
But that was because the pain was only mine.

For the past three years my family's been falling apart,
Crushing me slowly leaving a broken heart.

All the rumors about me being a whore,
They're not true and I don't know what they're for.

I'm sorry that I was never alright,
I've been broken inside while losing this fight.

Finally the battle's lost.
This is how I paid my cost.

Baby I love you don't you ever forget,
All the times with you I'll never regret.

But the earth is no place for me,
I know in death I can finally be free.

You'll find someone better than all the rest,
Only if your mind is put to the test.

You deserve better than me,
A perfect girl to love for eternity.

I'm sorry you had to find out this way,
And I really wish that I could stay.

But this is where I do not belong,
I'm sorry you had to hear my dying song."

He could barely see with the tears in his eyes,
Now seeing the pain she hid with lies.

He thought to himself never again will we dance,
Forever gone is our sweet romance.

There goes my heart, my mind and my soul,
Never again will my life be whole.

She was my one and only one,
Beautiful and shining, bright like the sun.

Why did I not see this before?
Now I feel cold and dead to the core.

Never again will I hold her in my arms,
Doing my best to keep her from harm.

I'm the one, who failed her bad,
I should have seen she was so sad.

My baby girl is dead because of me,
I was so naïve that I couldn't see.

All the pain she inflicted upon herself,
I should have seen her plea for help.

He saw her lifeless body as it lay on the floor,
And slowly but surely he fell against the door.

He couldn't believe what he just read,
Because now his sweet baby girl was dead.

I swear i made this up


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

My Dying Letter



The real me is hidden behind a mask,
And no one will see her even if they ask.

She's hidden away for no one to find,
Because she doesn't need someone else in her mind.

I cut so I can bleed,
Giving no warning heed.

The knife always leaves a scar,
There's reasons why I go so far.

But my reasons are what you would not understand,
So I always keep my blade in hand.

I'm sorry I keep these secrets from you,
I'm nothing, I'm useless, and a disappointment too.

I kept these secrets from you for your own good,
You say I'm clean. I wish I could.

But keeping this pain inside for so many years,
Is killing me and leaving me in tears.

I wish my life was pretty and pure,
Now with my life, nothing is for sure.

I love you and I'll miss you 'til the end of this day,
This is my dying letter and I have nothing left to say.


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Angel

Angel, 26 march 2012

Broken Heart



I feel chills,
Straight to the bone.
I feel dead,
And still as stone.

At home you can hear me,
Always crying.
And to the world,
I'm always lying.

I have lost trust,
in every human being.
because you didn't like,
what you were seeing.

You knew my hurts,
And you knew my pains.
You knew my losses,
And my very few gains.

You knew the state,
That I was in.
And acted as if,
My living was a sin.

Now when it comes to my feelings,
I've no one to confide.
And my happiness comes,
And goes like the tide.

You put me down,
Frequently.
You broke me down,
Completely.

Now listen,
To the sound.
Of a life,
That's breaking down.

Ever so slowly,
Falling apart.
What's not easily mended,
Is a broken heart.


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Angel, 26 march 2012

My Secret

Do you see the smile on my face that beams?
I put it on to hide my dreams

I can't stand it when people judge me
By the "innocent" girl they see

They think I'm an angel well they're wrong
They don't know that all my nights are long

They don't know my hurts and they don't know my pain
They don't know my secrets or that I'm ready to go insane

My life is filled with so much hurt
So it doesn't matter if he was a flirt

I'm so sick and tired of being played
Cause now the edges of my heart are frayed

Just want it all to end
And death is right around the bend

Ii just want someone to be
The guy who actually likes me for me

Who will not care about my past
A relationship that will actually last

I have a certain guy in mind
Who to me is a real find

He's funny and smart
And has a really big heart

He can make me smile when I want to cry
And make me forget that I want to die

He doesn't like to see me sad
So I hope that he will not be mad

If he ever finds out about how I feel
And it's not just physical pain that's real

I wish that we could like each other
But he may have already fallen for another...


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Angel

Angel, 26 march 2012

Leave me alone



I'm tired of the pain and tired of the
hurt
I thought he liked me because all we did was flirt

Then she came and spread the words
And everyone believed what they had heard

Now I'm only looked down upon
And only someone to poke fun of

Shes already all over him
So I might as well let her win

Because it's not worth the drama or the pain
In the end I know I'll be left in the rain

Too bad you never heard my cries
Because of how well I hid them with lies

You thought I was innocent as a lamb
But I'm not the girl you think I am

There is so much more to me
Than you will ever see

So don't you even pick up your phone
I just want you to leave me alone


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Angel, 26 march 2012

In the end


Silent nights,
Secret frights.

Balled up fist,
Scars on wrists.

Cut then bleed,
The fire you must feed.

The pain you cry,
The smile you lie.

The words that are said,
End with you dead


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Angel, 26 march 2012

Single for life



You were,
my first and last.
And now you are,
my bitter past.

You gave me,
so much pain.
So now theres nothing left,
for me to gain.

You came,
and brooke my heart.
And you tore,
my life apart.

I clinged to,
your every word.
And i believed,
everything I heard.

Now everytime,
my heart gets opened.
I always end up,
being broken.

I'm tired,
of being hurt.
And being treated,
like less than dirt.

I treated you,
like my best friend.
Now i'll ever fall,
in love again.

All my troubles,
started with you.
And all my crying,
did too.

Did you know,
you made me so depressed?
My sweet little face,
you would always caress?

It never smiles,
anymore.
Because of the girl,
you left me for.

For you I always,
put up a fight.
And loved you,
with all of my might.

You walked away,
And left me in the dust.
And forgetting you,
Is a must...


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

The Secret Lover Part 1




She hears a voice,
Over the phone.
But only when,
She is alone.

He calls her,
Every day and night.
But is scared to be,
In her sight.

He doesn't want her,
To know who he is.
But the only heart,
He wants her to have is his.

The reason why,
He always hides,
Is cause he thinks,
He's not worthy to be in her eyes.

She's always alone,
In the summer heat.
And always asks,
If they can meet.

She crys and sits,
Around at home.
And always wants,
To be alone.

He's the only one,
She wants to see.
Because with him,
She can finally be,

The girl that lives,
Her whole life fear.
Without even,
Shedding a tear.

Finally he decides,
To give in.
Ready to feed,
The fire within.

They finally decided,
To meet at school.
So long as they followed,
One simple rule.


To be continued...


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Angel, 24 march 2012

Why I Will Die



I loved you, from the start.
But then you went and broke my heart.

You shattered it, like glass.
Will the pain, ever pass?

I had dreamed of calling you my boyfriend
Until you decided to have us end.

Your words had put me in a trance
But you broke it off because of distance.

I said I loved you
You said you loved me too.

Now there's only, tension I the air
In remembrance of how, you were always there.

There are times where I miss you like crazy.
But the memories are often hazy.

I just want to see
You smile at me.

After all this time you've been away
There are times I wish you would have stayed

You said we'd be together for all time
I was so happy that you were mine.

But then I saw you all over her
Until my sight became blurred

By the tears that overwhelmed my eyes
So this is what I get for believing all your lies.

You said our love was something nothing could severe,
But then again, nothing lasts forever.

Now love is something that's hard for me to feel.
I guess there's some things that time cannot heal.

Now all I do is lay in bed.
Which is where, you'll find me dead

Gone due to a broken heart.
Looks like loves is no work of art.

Love is sharp just like a knife
And the reason why I want to end my life.

So do me a favor and do not cry
For very soon I'm sure I will die...


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

Never Again

I believed,
Every lie.
And every one,
Made me cry.

All i did for you,
Was wait,
Now all i can feel,
Is hate.

When we were together,
I always sighed.
And when you left me,
I only cried.

Now because,
of all the pain.
I will never fall,
In love again...


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

Forever Gone



I went to bed,
To go to sleep.
To fall into a slumber,
That is ever so deep.

I let my mind,
Fade away.
To leave the earth,
Where I don't wish to stay.

Walking down the street,
Hand in hand.
My mind was in,
Another land.

A place where only,
You and I exist.
There's just something about you,
That's hard to resist.

We laughed,
And talked.
We danced,
And walked.

Though late at night,
We could have spoken 'til noon.
Beneath the soft glow,
Of the beautiful moon.

Throughout that night,
Never once did we part.
For your words mesmerized me,
Like a great work of art.

Everything,
It seemed,
Was nothing but,
A dream.

But every moment,
Was ever so true.
For it was that night,
I fell in love with you.

The next few months,
Were the best I've ever had.
Who knew you'd be the one,
Who'd make me so sad.

For all of a sudden,
We came to an end.
AndtThat was the day,
I lost my best friend.

You're the one,
Who broke away.
You turned my clear blue skies,
To grey.

You walked away,
And never looked back.
My whole entire life,
Fell into the darkness so black,

All I know now,
Is that I'll miss you.
Your smile, your eyes,
And your big bear hugs too.

If you don't,
Already know.
Because if you,
My death will be slow.

Now as the sun,
Rises for the dawn.
I realize now,
You're forever gone...


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

I miss you



My eyes glistened,
With unshed tears.
My mind overwhelmed,
By thousands of fears.

And every one of them,
Came true.
Right at the moment,
That I lost you.

Even though,
You walked away.
I still wish that,
You would have stayed.

I'll miss you,
With all my heart.
Because you were a blessing,
From the start.

With you there was,
No need to be sad.
But I still miss,
Everything we had.

I remember every heart,
That was ever drawn.
But now I realize,
That you are forever gone.


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

What you don't know (Extended Version)



She closes her eyes,
So you dont know she's crying.
She turns away,
So you dont know she's lying.

She cuts through her wrists,
But you can't hear her screams.
She keeps her voice silent,
So you don't her dreams.

You don't know she's hurting,
Cause she fakes every smile.
And wipes off her blood,
From every little tile.

When
they talk behind her back,
They think they can't be heard.
She tries to ignore them,
But hears every word.

She wakes in the moring,
But can't face her fears.
She stays silent,
As she wipes away her tears.

She covers her scars,
With the bracelets she must wear.
And tries to live her life,
Without a single care.

She tries to live,
Through everyday.
And remember that God,
Can hear her pray.

What you don't know whith guys,
They hurt her everytime.
And she's starting to fade,
Like a bell and its chime.

She wants to love you,
But she's scared of trying.
She stays alone,
So you don't know she's dying...


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

My pain in the world



I'm a girl,
Living in pain
With nothing left
For me to gain

I look at my wrist
And see a scar
I can't remember
Why I went so far

The hurt the pain
And the lies
But nobody
Can hear my cries

I need another
Voice in my head
Before the world
Finds me dead


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

When you left I died



Go away,
And never return.
Go to hell,
Where you will burn.

You stole my heart,
But made me cry.
I hope that soon,
You will die.

You said,
you'd never leave.
Something,
I'll never believe.

You said goodbye,
I completaly cried.
But when you left,
I also died...


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

Broken

A life has it's secrets,
Like a girl hiding in lies.
Living every day in pain,
With tears inside her eyes.

She wants to find some help,
And all she wants is love.
She wants to find some peace in life,
That's sweet just like a dove.

She wants to find someone like her,
That lives feeling crushed by pain.
But one thing she is scared of,
Is being left standing in the rain.

She wants to feel loved,
But not by just anyone.
Even if it seems hopeless,
She knows that he will come.

She wants to be a person,
Who will not be afraid.
She knows that God cares for her,
Because through him she was made.

Although she knows she loves her life,
She can't help but shed a tear.
Because she knows it will all end,
If she's no longer here...


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

I Love You

When someone says i love
you
you cannot help but say
if life gets tough and crazy
will you love me anyway?
And what of the words that people say
when they want us apart?
Their words can hurt and pierce us deep
and ignoring them's a start
to happiness forever
or as long as it can last
because when it comes to love,
from it, its hard to fast
How else would you say those words to me?
Would you do it in a song
or would you say them in a poem
one thats not vey long?
So what would you do?
Would you dance or sing?
Or would you go to the next step
and give me a ring?
but the question is would i say yes?
Would i marry you?
Or could i just say three words.
I Love You.


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