Dean, 31 october 2015
Here It Comes
Saint Valentine's Day...
Yet You Haven't Say A Word To Me
Though We Had An Argument
And Truly...This Is Not Going Well
Romance Is Far From Us
We Are On The Edge Of Falling Out Of Love
We Walked In Different Direction
We Make Our Part
And Yes Our Love Is Fading
But On This Day
We Can Work Things Out
As I Offer You My Heart
And Asking You To Be My Val.... We Put So Many Years In This Relationship
And Its Not That Serious For Us To Split
I Admit Some Times I Make Mistake
But Still Appreciate The Love We Make
We Are Under A Roof
Yet We Sleep Apart
You Make Your Night On The Bed
While I Slept On The Couch
But On This Day
We Can Work Things Out
As I Offer You My Heart
And Asking You To Be My Val....
Will You Be My Val
On This Special Day....?
Dean, 31 october 2015
I'm Scare Of Saying ''Death''
But I'm Feeling It In All Way..
I'm Scare Of Admitting It's Real
But Deep Down In Me I Know It Has No Remedy...
My Chest Pound Heavy All Night
I have sticky saliva on the back of my throat which causes discomfort.
Its Like Some Thing Stuck In
As I Drank So Much Water To Take It Down My System
FAILED CUZ IT WONT....
I'm Full OF Happiness
Cuz Its Now Day Light
My Chest Pound softly
As I Feel Nothing But Breath Easily...
Though My Life Is Like A Roller Coaster
I Cant Tell Where It Lead To
And How It Shall End
So I'm Making My Part The Way I See It....
Life Is Full Of Gold
Its Full Of Joy
Sadness And Yet
Some Make their Parts With Happiness...
Its Like I've Seen It Coming
So Why The Tears Running Down My Cheek
I Should Be A Man
For This Strike Once
So Do Pray For Me Now
And When I'm Gone
Dean, 29 october 2015
haven't you made a mistake before?
haven't you took a wrong step
haven't you made a decision and you regret?
Yes I Did Lie
I Look In To Your Eyes
And Say Shit At You...
I said you can walk
I Did Call You Names
I Did Pull Some Silly Stunts
I Did Tell You We're Through
I Gave You looks That Can Kill But It's Not for real
Now I'm On MY Knees Pleading
Will You Take Me Back For All These I Regret
I'm sorry
Now You Are Turning Me Down
Or Is This Just A Test So I can Feel The Pains You've Been Through
Or You Hate Me More Than I Can Imagine?
Tell Me I'm Waiting On You....
Dean, 29 october 2015
she live so close
she is the neighbor at the next door
she smile and her dimple make her sexy
yet we never talk to each other
she giggle my heart
she make me skip whenever she is around
she is pretty and her hair is soften
yet i never know her name
she was at the mall when I was there
she bought and her choice shows how cool she is...
I move closer and intentionally fell backward
knowing that she will try to help me up
wow...she did....
And i had the chance to touch her
Her Skin Is So Soft
Her Hair Is So Natural
Her Eye Is So Sexy
And Her Name Is.......(BEAUTIFUL)
But I'm Still Dying In Silence Cuz I cant Say To Her...
How I Feel Towards Her......
Dean, 29 october 2015
How Could you.......
Though the Dream Was Empty
With Out You
The Night Fell With A Shamefull Doubts
The Shooting Stars Were Driven Away
Cuz I Couldnt See Your Trueself
You Played it So Well
The Sound You Make From The Flute
Were So Professional
You Captured My Soul
You Make My Heart Skiped
You Lead Me In To It
And You Turned Away
How Could You........
I Will Describe You As A Stage Actress
You Used the Stage So Well
Your Gesticulation Atittude Were So Good
Using Your Articulation Took My
Sense Of Hearing And i Couldnt Listen To What They Says...
I Took You As My Heroine
But You Antagonise Me At The End ,
How Could You....
When I Depend On You So Much
After I Gave My Heart To You
After You Filled Me With Joy
After Tasted It(HAPPINES) With You
After I Go Against My Family Just Becuz Of You.... Now You Turned Against Me...
HOW COULD YOU HURT ME SO BAD...
HOW COULD THE ONE I LOVE HURT ME AND NEVER CARES....
Dean, 29 october 2015
Wish I Can Take You Out Right Now
To The Middle Of A Field
Holding Your Hands Close To My Heart
Making A Wish , A Wish Not To Let Go...
Wish I Can Take You Out RIght Now
Take You To The Moon
To See movies
And Offering You
To Have A Dance With Me...
Wish I Can Be Where You Are Right Now
To Cuddle In To You
And To Watch Over You
While You Are As Sleep
And Playing You A Serenade, Wish I Can Be There
Yes Wish I Can...
Dean, 29 october 2015
Five Minutes I will Spend In Teling you
Four Minutes Will It Takes For You To Know What I Have In mind
Three Minutes Will It Last In Standing In front Of you
Two Minites Will It Takes For My Heart To Hold On
One Minutes Will My Halo Of Love Last On you
And It Will Take A Life Time For To You To Forget About Me...
I Start by: I Love You
But Couldnt Understand Myself Any More
Guess We Cant Continue This Any More,
For The Past Few Days
I Just Dont Recognize Your Face
And I Know You Will Understand
Cuz I Dont Want To See You Cry
And I will Never Tell you A Lie
How Can I keep On Holding You
When I'm Out Of Love
Why Should I Tie you Down Next to Me
When I Cant Free Myself
Why Keep On Calling Your Name
When My Voice Cant Vouch For Me
Baby Its not You , Its Me...
Everything I Tried To Remember To Say Now
Just Went Out my Head
Left With These Few Words
But I'm trying My best To Get You To Understand
Cuz There Is Never A Right Time To Say GoodBye
Its So Hard For Me To Make This Decision
But I Had To Cuz If I Dont
You Will Start Hating Me
For My AttitudeTowards You
Will Be Awkawrd
And I wouldnt Like To hurt You
This Is So Sad , This Is A Great Sacrifice I Must Do
All In The Name Of Love...
Dean, 28 october 2015
Its Like A Brand New Day
When You Woke Up And Everything Fall In Places
Its like Having Your Breakfast Served While You're Still On Bed
Its Like Calling Out For Me
When I'm Right Beside You
Its Like We Are Meant For Each Other
But Distance deny Us Our Chance Of Been Together
Now All I Do
Is To Long For You
Is To Reach For You
Is To Think Of You All Night Long
Is To Wish You Appear In My Dream
Some Call This Starstruck
But I Call It LOVE AT THE BEGINNING...
Dean, 28 october 2015
I've Decided To Go On Bed Tonight
With Your Thoughts On My Mind...
I've Decided To Engrave Your Image In My Heart
And Bind your Name With My soul...
I've Decided To Be Deaf To The Words OF Those Foes
But To Listen To Yours And Follow You Like A Fool...
I've Decided To Be Blind
And Yet To See, But You Alone...
I've Decided To Be In The Dark
Waiting For You To Be My Light Walk Out Of It...
I've Decided To Spend Few Time With Friends
And Spend Hours With You Alone Under The moonlight..
I've Decided To Play Serenade To You
While You Are bored Of The Country Music..
I've Decided To Watch Over You
While You Are Asleep...
I've Decided To Love You
And Spend The Rest Of My Life With You Alone...
I've Made A Decision That Will Forever Reflect In My Life...
For These Are The Decision That I Made For Love..
Dean, 28 october 2015
We Had Our First Kiss When The Full Moon Blossomed
I Remember Our first Kiss
That Nite Was A Special Nite
Filled With Blissful Breeze
With An Atmosphere Full Of Grace
With Angels Singing To Welcome Us
And Our Range Grows Like An Halo
We've Been Lovers
Having Each Other Around
But Never Touch Or Come Closer
And We Agree To Meet
An Appointment We'd Regret If We Miss
We Stood In The Middle Of A Field
Under The Moon Light It Was
She Told Me It Will Be Great
When The Star Twinkle
I Look Up To The Star And Wish For It
And We Admired The Sky
“be the only MAN in my LIFE”
“be my SOUL MATE forever”
“please be my UP and DOWN”
The best a LADY could ask me
Shyly, I Said “YES”
When The Time Comes
We Look Each Other In The Eye
As We Move Closer
I Was So Scare
My Hands Were Shaking
I Was Drenched With Sweat
And Yet I'm Feeling Cold
I Can Hear Her Beats Faster
Like It Will Drop From Her Chest
She Held Me Lovingly In Her Arms
While She Leaned Forward
To Reach My Wet Lips
Closing Her Eyes
With A Great Intense Feelings Of A Deep Affection
My Lips Reached Her Cupid Lips
We Had Our First Kiss
When The Full Moon Blossomed
The Stars Twinkled When We Exchange Saliva
That Was The Best My Brown Sugar Did To Me...
And She Called Me Her Prince Charming
All She Wanted Was Love
And We Are Meant For Each other Living Happily....
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