15 july 2020
Just Be A Friend
Even though you have the potential 
to treat her like a queen 
you understand that a king 
can not run a kingdom without a queen 
you are willing to be a servent
you understand that 
you have to follow before you can lead
You know that her mind is so meaningful 
your willing to travel the open sea 
just to see how beautiful her treasured mind can really be 
you feel you are destined to be with her 
you whole heartdly feel 
your the only one with the keen eye 
To see inner beauty 
cause that's what beauty really is 
You feel you can protect her for harm 
never think once about ruining her life 
for any gems 
there is no 
Space 
in my 
Mind 
that I waste 
Time 
trying to think of way to over 
Power 
her nor manipulate her 
Reality
condemn her 
Soul 
for a infinity stone 
just to show her being with me is inevitable 
If you read between these lines 
All I hear is selfishness
This part is more of an intervention speech
Less of a poetic flow 
Even though you can do all these things 
you have never asked the one question 
that actually really mattered 
where does her 
independent as a women fit 
what can she do for herself
Does she need someone to control her life is it the fact that she talked about her hurt so many times 
that you don't feel confident 
that she can't make the right decisions 
she can rises 
To a more positive life 
Does she really need 
a Knight in shining armor 
to protect her from her own decision 
even though you say 
you wont manipulate her 
but in fact that's just another 
Way to manipulation 
you come to her with all the answers
flex with all your power 
you make her feel 
that she does not need to lift a finger 
you get her use to that 
so when she feels like 
she needs to do less she says to herself 
"my man handles that."
but in fact 
now she puts herself in a boxed cage 
you made 
you wonder why she yells and complains it's because she feels like a caged bird trying to feel free 
queen trying to not feel 
the only thing she is good for is 
to kiss the feet of a power hungry king 
She doesn't need a sex partner
a sugar Daddy 
all she need is a friend 
all she needs is to know there is someone out here willing to listen to her
struggles 
relate to the pain 
Help her understand 
Their is light at the end 
You see 
She had a light and wanted to share 
But the person she chose to share it with
Choose to horde and steal all her gems 
Pillaged her mind and body
Left her in darkness 
Unwilling to give her a light to see the end
And all she was left with
Is less fun memories 
more of misery 
abuse 
manipulation 
No longer seeing the point of having a man
all she needs is a friend 
not a boyfriend 
not someone to sell her dreams 
Or dangle 
hopes she feels is to good to even believe 
So just be a friend 
not a fairy tail 
cause her beliefs about man 
has to be rebuilt
Cause her mind is set on being alone 
cause that's more safer then being abused by a man.
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