Emily, 1 march 2012
You act as if I am the only one
I am not
You act like I'm your obsession
Why ?
I do not enjoy it
I actually despise it
You make me feel disgusted
He shows up randomally
He sneaks about my profile
You make it so weird
I love who I love
Why do you care?
You try to show my parents
How bad I really am
You make me sick
You treat me like crap
I hate it
Why do you want to be with me?
Why do you obsess over me?
Creepy beyond all else
Obsessive and unkind
Why do you say you love me?
I do not love you
Why?
Emily, 2 december 2011
If my soul could sing
I know I could fly
If my heart would weep
I would fall into mud
If I couldn't tell you how I felt
I wouldn't stand again
If time could stand still
I would explain myself time and time again
If I could fly
I would fly to you
If I could fly
I would bring you with me
We would soar above the stars
Into the setting sun
As the colours blinded our sight
It would be mystifying
We could fly beyond the horizon
Distance wouldn't be a problem
It wouldn; t be a bother
You know I would find you
I would whisk you away
Fly to a new deserted place
I would call it Utopia
Paradise for the heart
No one would find us
Until I showed them how
You wouldn't believe it
Somehow it would work
If I could fly
My heart would sing
My soul would flutter beneath my wings
If you knew how much I yearned to be
You would see me
I would fly to you
If only I could
Life goes on
I still wish I could fly
I wish I could see you
Barriers would be broken
Then I would fly
Emily, 2 december 2011
Deep down
You know it is there
The true colours
You hide them well
You're a masked figure
Not ever wanting to show the true you
Everyone waits to see if you will
It doesn't happen though
Day after day
I wait for the colours
I show mine over and over
You just watch
I don't get why you don't show yourself
Just show yourself to me please
It drives me mad
It drives others mental
I have known you for a while
But in the end still don't know you
Show your colours now
For me before I leave your side
I can't do this
It is time I leave
This time don't follow me
You won't get me back
I am done
At least until you prove you can show them
Show me your colours
I have shown mine
Just surrender to me
Show me your true self
Stop hiding yourself
I will see them
Just wait and see
I will one day you will show me
I will wait until then
I will wait just for that day
When you open up your heart
When you show those wondrous colours
Emily, 2 december 2011
As it has always been
My heart has led me around
It told me how to live
How to love every friend I have
How to show emotion
How to make a connection
My heart taught me right from wrong
It tells me who to trust
It makes em feel good all the time
My heart is full of life and love
You can see it's true
Nothing hinders it
Nothing weakens it
Every experience makes it stronger
It hurts when something hurts me
I don't usually get mad about it though
I'll always end up learning from it
Never had it fully broken
Just partly broken
My heart is my own
It taught me most of what I know
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