Samantha, 17 december 2011
I wrote a letter for you
A thousand times, I did
A letter that can cause a smile
One I desire dearly
"I miss you, I really do."
The words that end each note
The body was a fantasy
A tale of everyday
The saddest thing I ever did
I wrote these letters for you
I fight the tears with every passing word
My heart remains broken, my heart reels in sorrow
I wrote these letters for you
The words were yours not mine
But if I wrote a letter to you, it'll read:
"I love you, I need you, be mine"
Samantha, 17 december 2011
Why'd you lie to me?
You said you were just going to work.
Why'd you lie to me?
You said you were coming back
Tell me!
Why did you lie to me?
You promised me things
Where are you??
WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME??
Why did you lie to me?
Why did you die?
Why did you leave me?
All alone in a world without you
Why'd you lie to me?
You said we'll do so much together
Why did you lie to me?
We'll live happily together
Why did you lie to me?
You promised to be there ever time! care for me! help me! love me!
Why did you lie to me?
Why did you die?
Samantha, 17 december 2011
Even now when I wonder
If you are a dream
I touch your face and realise it's all so real
You're perfect, nice, sweet, caring
My hero, my fall back guy
You make me realise
The sun does shine
And now it's a spotlight for us.
Now you tell me you have to leave
The war calls your duty, my brave soldier
You promise me you'll come back
Happy and willing to see me again
Two months after departure
The papers report your death
Devastating, Heart Breaking
What happened to our happily ever after?
Even now, Ever after
You're still in my life
Living, alive, you have and always will be
This ever after isn't what we expected
But even now, ever after you will always be my hero.
*I wrote this when I was much younger. I'll like to know what you think about it.
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