Kemms, 14 february 2012
Getting to know that man
Realizing we might breathe the same air
Even when I want to run away he
Gets me wanting to care
Emailing my dreams, fears and desire
Catches me thinking … can he admire?
Just the little something that I represent
United in clouds … is that what he meant?
Rejecting might get me only to the loss of
Something we call true love …
Entitle our friendship with a higher purpose?
Kemms, 14 february 2012
Before I would have unrealistic dreams
Before I would have deep thoughts
Before I would be the most curious
Before I would taste it all
Now I don't dream at all
Now my thoughts let me down
Now I'm locked inside my own cage
Now I don't express myself
You don't see me as I am
They don't think I'm ever sad
You think I always smile
They haven't met me yet
Kemms, 14 february 2012
Still remember the day I saw you
After so many years have passed
Before I realized you were all over me
It happened in a way I still don't understand
As I observed your every move
And listened carefully to words you've said
I soon saw the kind you are
And what it is to expect
You picked me up in hidden places
When night has won over the sun
Undressed me kissed me showed pleasure
I almost believed you were the one
Your eyes flinching, your mouth manipulating
Your good and bad that gave you away
Your pretty face hides the dark soul you have
You are a dark angel, bad energy in your head
Your sorce are women, you get them all
Your food to the sweet revenge
Your veins are filled with pain they radiate
The one you've caused to please your dark soul
Kemms, 18 january 2012
Somewhere along the way I've lost my sense
I made you imaginary more than just a friend
I don't know what you mean to my heart
But there you'll always have a special part
Realizing something's different made
Me step few steps backwards and wait
For phase to go away I was scared
If letting you know I'd lose you as a friend
I guess it just happened to open my eyes
To see how much it means to have you in my life
If letting you know I'm quite sure you'd understand
But do I really love you only as my dearest friend?
Kemms, 18 january 2012
Nothing's really going on in my head
It's empty and I feel like it's time for bed
No deeper thoughts to talk about
"Let's drink!" I hear someone saying loud
I toss and turn can't sleep it's dark
He yelled again "we're meeting in the park"
My eyes wide open no sleeping tonight
It's clear already this will be an alcohol fight
I never got out of bed so quickly before
My blood is thirsty urging for more
No reason to say "Let's drink to that!"
Cheers my friends; joy is what we get
We drink and party all night till dawn
Smoke cigarettes and kiss whoever comes along
Not once in the night I think of hangover
I'll welcome when I'll start feeling sober
Kemms, 18 january 2012
My friend don't cry I'll be right here when your tears
fall down
My friend don't stand up I'll always wipe your tears
away for you
When you're down and the world seems a dangerous place
And your small world is the only shelter for your
fears
When no one breaths with you and holds your hand
My friend I'll be right here hugging you saying it's
ok
My friend don't pause you're so much more than just a
human life
My friend don't rest, your soul has so much to offer
and share
When you're down and the world seems a poisonous place
And your small room is the only place you feel safe
When no one understands your drowning emptiness
My friend I'll be right here
holding your hand...
Kemms, 10 january 2012
Awareness
Beauty
Crying
Depth
Enthusiasm
Fea ring
Grief
Hate
Issuing
Joy
Kiss
Loving
Me mories
Need
Obeying
Pain
Quarrel
Reaching
S leep
Tears
Uniting
Venture
Wisdom
X-ing
Yield
Zoom off and die.
Kemms, 10 january 2012
Afraid to trust
Afraid to commit
Afraid to love
Afraid to fit
Afraid to grow up
Afraid to explore
Afraid to get a job
Afraid of much more
Afraid to live
Afraid to express
Afraid to give
Afraid to care less
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to try
Afraid to weep
Afraid to die
Live to the fullest
Days full of risks
You'll go down happy
With dead smile on your face
Kemms, 27 december 2011
I want a man, I want a soulmate
She said to me
I want true love, I want happiness
I hate how men see me
I don't know why, I can't understand
I'm always just a sexual desire
I would like not to let out of my hands
Mr Right come set my heart on fire
Might be smart, might be cool might look great
With long legs, flat stomack and pretty face
Girl to girl she could be my best friend
Girl to man she's the person I'd neglect
You don't know the answer but I can see
Shake that ass wink to me
I'm not a man but I can read
Between the lines that you want me
Kemms, 27 december 2011
I cried all night long
That night when I lost you
I wanted to stop
But it only brought more
I cry all night long
When no one can hear
Like something is missing
Dead inside..
Eyes can’t bleed no more
Heart burst into zillion pieces
It will never feel the hands
Never fed with warmth again
The glass broke
Like it never broke before
No glue can put it back together
The glass lives no more
The time of four months
Shall make a difference
The time of too late
For healing a wounded heart
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