Jock Engelman, 31 december 2011
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay.
This moment is perfect please don’t go away.
I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it, don’t you let it pass you by.
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
First time in my life
And now it’s so clear.
Jock Engelman, 29 december 2011
I wish to slice and draw the blood;
of every hater and bully.
and write a message on the wall
a message to all who judge
You will fall!
I wish to show how much pain
is caused by the teasing;
I wish to show how much pain
is caused by the torment;
I wish to show how much pain
is caused by the torture!
As you walk away, we are left to cry;
we are left to pick up the pieces
Left to pick up the pieces of our;
friendship;
trust;
heart;
…life
All that i can say, is that karma will catch up with you;
that is if i dont get to you first…
Jock Engelman, 28 december 2011
To say our final farewell it happend not that long ago.
Our final farewell, I remember it so clearly.
Our final farewell, I remember your smile.
Our final farewell, I remember how proud you were.
Our final farewell, I remember how your life was perfect.
Our final farewell, I remember how it all turned all so quick.
Our final farewell, I remember how ur family burned that night.
Our final farewell, I remember how I saved your life.
Our final farewell, I remember how it destroyed your life.
Our final farewell, I remember our last conversation.
Our final farewell, happened like any ‘goodbye’.
Our final farewell, you seemed happy.
Our final farewell, funny how life goes so fast.
Our final farewell, you seemed to enjoy life.
Our final farewell, you seemed to enjoy everything,
Our final farewell, I remember the conversation.
Our final farewell, i bought you three years more.
Our final farewell, I wish i had been there for you.
Our final farewell, sometimes it haunts me.
Our final farewell, it happened so quick.
Our final farewell, I didn’t know I wouldnt see u alive again.
Our final farewell, my insomnia becomes unbearable.
Our final farewell, my depression hits the lowest.
Our final farewell, your lifeless body.
Our final farewell, I tear up inside.
Your final farewell, happened on the 2/12/11, when you were stabbed to death.
Jock Engelman, 28 december 2011
To all I have lost;
To all I have gained;
To all I Now miss;
To all I now love;
To all Who I have lost;
To all Who I have gained;
To all Who I now miss;
To all Who I now love;
To Sara Pipar;
To Nathan Greenerway;
To Carl Pace;
To Sean Jamerson;
Most of you were lost;
Just this past year;
I write this poem;
Just to show;
That you all will be in my heart;
For the rest of my days;
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