8 february 2012
Schizophrenic with child
Help to search with wisdom, before I decide
Not selfishly lost thought committing, Filicide?
Vindictive, delusional, raging madness, insane
Distorted demon voices be our shared shame
Save me from decaying, imminent gloom
Mercifully relieve me, from mine known doom
Abort me from your embryonic fluid tomb
Mommy please don't delay, Please do it soon
Help me to search with wisdom, before I decide
Not selfishly lost thought committing, Filicide?
A degree of greatness, gift heaven sent
Happy well adjusted, very merrily content
I Could be your princess, you always wanted one
Would cherish and love all rolled into fun
My eyes as yours blue, light bright as the sun
Mommy please don't end this, before we've begun.