Ala Elouri, 17 january 2012
You were slipping away
And I had known it and literally felt it.
I didn't know what was going on or what made you far
away
Yet All I knew is that I was going to have a rainy day
I didn't want this goodbye
I knew that I would cry and whine.
But there was no choice you told me salutations, goodbye
And left me with shock and distress, asking myself: Oh Gosh what a
mess?
My heart stopped, my heart beat was aching while calling your
name;
I was sure you were mistaken and that being far from each other was
the stupidest decision.
I had prayed every night that I would receive your call and hearing
the words: "I'm sorry, I'm wrong."
But that hasn't come yet.
You left me all alone under these dark nights and stars.
Believe me I had loved you more than anything in this
world.
Believe me I was willing to give you my word.
Unfortunately my dear, I had no choice but to agree.
And after you left me, this heart has no longer came
alive
It had died and suffered and whined.
I Loved You.
I just don't know, Should I love you or hate?
Or should I just leave this feeling for fate?
Ala Elouri
Ala Elouri, 17 january 2012
Sitting alone in those nights thinking of you.
Sitting with some friends a memory comes into my head right back
again.
I remembered those days,
The times I'd see your beautiful face.
Ohh who can forget those days you and I?
It's been long since I have stopped to cry,
Somehow some way it feels like its been decades away.
This feeling kills,
This feeling makes me want to blame all whom stole you,my first
love,right away.
I wish I could be with you again.
I wish I could be there in your precious arms.
I wish I could have just one moment back,Just one
time
I don't care if it's sad or something that will make me
cry.
I just want to feel you with me one last time.
Tears are clogged in these brown hazel eyes,
And love is compressed slowly one at a time.
Where did you leave?
Tell me why did you go?
Didn't I love you so?
I was willing to give you the world.
Now,I guess I shall never be yours.
Our road has ended.
Our path has no longer been bended.!
I can't even get our relationship extended!
The sad part here,is I love you and never can be yours.
But most hurtful is that being with you is just in my
dreams,
Not even close to reality.
Ala Elouri, 14 january 2012
Stressed
Let's make it clear,
I am in a big mess.
So much to do in my daily life,
Believe it or not,so busy no time for myself.
No one cares,
No one knows how hard I try to stay on track.
But even so,I don't care.
I am fighter,I usually don't get
too scared.
Maybe not too confident.
Nevertheless,I fight and keep my head held up high.
I don't have Ego.
But If life was about giving up and not trusting your
insticts
Then why do we exist?
I know I know
I got to be strong and avoid the crazy world.
I think I should Ingore and trust myself.
We all humans have the chance to shine one step at a
time.
No no no no,I won't cry.
I shall continue my road strong.
Strong with no stop line.
Ala Elouri, 14 january 2012
The hard moment is when you act strong,
The moment where you laugh till you fall,
Even though deep inside of you someone beat you in the heart just
like a basketball.
But the hardest feeling is to be with people yet feeling
alone.
No one stopping there at your grief.
Feeling alone and hurt,
Feeling broken and broke.
The hardest feeling is to have nothing in the world to make you
smile.
Nothing to make you handle the fall.
And No one to say: "YOU ARE NOT ALONE."
Ala Elouri, 14 january 2012
I won't speak to you not because of anything,
But just because all the pain you keep putting me
through.
I forgive you and you make a mistake.
I love you and you give me alot of pain.
I don't know why,
You have to make me cry.
I don't know why you hurt me,When I try to give you all my
life.
I wonder why you lie to me,When I say the sinceriest
words.
Please don't say you love me.
Please don't say you miss me.
Please I beg you please don't say you need me,When you keep on
hurting me.
Don't you dare say anything nice until your actions speak upon your
words.
Because if you love,You shall try JUST try not to
hurt.
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