vanillaswirl713, 12 february 2012
A striking pain that last more than a while and less than forever. Even
though I warn her in a way that hurts she needs a lesson for life. Every
time she comes to me with her problems I have an exploding pain in my
chest. My tears travel on the inside, they feel like venom burning my
veins and tainting my blood. I understand her non-stop defense. Her big
heart full of forgiveness, hope, friendship, love, hurting, lasting
pain, and understanding makes her believe that liking him or loving him
is right. I told her an infinite amount of words. And a quick question
to my self, do I regret it, should I have told her more? Or did I
already say too much to push her farther away to get revenge with me
with out even knowing the gun is pointed toward her own self? I don’t
know. But what I do know is that I have an aching fear of the day she
goes blank in my mind. If it ever happens for just a minute I’m going to
become dead. Again I ask my self why does she do that to herself? She
knows his past and with the slightest ease can predict his future. He’s a
straight up womanizer, player, man whore., and he is just using those
beautiful words that softly caress her ears to get into her little blue
jeans. He has sweet looks, nice words, and a style that the ladies love
about him. But friends she says they only are. It is really this ink
that is the fresh blood from my body. No truer words have been spoken. I
love her too much to let her be with him. If she would only understand
he will only last long enough to full fill his pleasures. By morning
when she turns over to look at his face she will only see an empty space
still warm were his once lay. But I wish she would see that I wanna fix
her broken heart….
vanillaswirl713, 12 february 2012
You say,
You want me back,
But after you
A complete heart
Is what I lack
You go around
Thinking that your cool
But honestly your
Such a fool
You say
You love me
Love me again
But if you did
You would have stayed
And been my one true friend
You say
You have changed
That your better now
But please tell me how
You say
You want to marry me
But it can never be
At least not with you and me
You say
You will wait for me
But I don’t want you to
Because I know that
My love for you isn’t true
You say…
vanillaswirl713, 12 february 2012
My words were stones,
Every single bad word,
I ever told you,
Have you ever heard,
"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me"?
But what if your words,
Were stones,
Would they still hurt?,
Yes they would,
I threw words at you like,
Rocks in a sling shot,
Every hurtful word was,
Another rock being thrown,
At your heart,
But I never meant,
To play the evil part,
My words were stones,
Thrown at you,
Carelessly and effortlessly,
My words were stones.
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