Poetry

I can feel it slipping away.
Everything i'v ever had is slowly leaving me.
I feel the tears welling up but they won't fall.
When we kiss there seems to be something missing.
When we hug it's like nothing is there anymore.
Why is it every time I find love it always hurts me?
Tell me why i continue to stay here.
Why do i continue to hurt?
When we first got together it was so amazing.
Now everything feels like its just the same boring thing every day.
Where is the spark, the fun, the love for god's sake?
I feel so depressed all the time. 
Life is way to short for this.
I am the black sheep.
He's stuck too much in his past.
I'm sorry im not like his ex girls. (Stupid, Foolish,and Ditzy)
I guess in due time i'll learn my lesson.
Sorrow is so beautiful to death.