Safira, 11 april 2012
There is nothing pretty in love
Love is not fluffy and pink
It is beautiful
It is red
Like blood running through your neck
There is nothing sweet in jealousy
It's not gods emotion
It's not a noble feeling
There are no angels singing
Or cupids on their bells ringing
While my kisses and bites mixing
Causing tempting pain singing
No, love is not pink and sweet
Not fluffy soft feeling
It's bitter and sharp
Dangerous and risky
It won't bring you comfort
Not tranquility
Not shelter
It will use your helpless body
Abandon your mind
Devastate your hart
You'll give her everything
And in return going to get
Knife in your back
But you can just quit
Just say i am done whit it
However hard or annoying is it
Your soul desires to have it
Safira, 11 april 2012
Sitting on the street
Dreaming of a life
Life that i could have.
Wishing for the sky
Wishing for the wealth
But nothing of that seems to be.
Clock on the wall
Tears on the floor
Time passing by me.
People all around
Studying something new
Just me in some other world.
Dogs on the street
People on the road
Me sitting on the floor alone.
Watching on the sky
Dreaming of the life
Life I wish to have.
Suddenly sun
Comes from the clouds
My life seems to have a cause.
But which way to go
What to do
To gain life I want?
Sun burning my skin
Worming my soul
Brings happiness in my life again.
Safira, 11 april 2012
Maybe I don't feel anything for him
Maybe I am not longer in love
But when I see him in his shiny black shirt
I can not not to die for him.
Maybe I am ok with having no feelings
Maybe I am ok with being as cold ice
But when I see him with her
I can not not to be jealous.
Maybe I know that we weren't meant to be
Maybe I know that he loves her
But when I think about love
I can not not to think about him.
Maybe I understand that we will never be together again
Maybe I understand that he is not the right one for me
But when I imagine my future
I can not not to imagine him.
Maybe I realize that if I keep going this way I will ruin my life
Maybe I realize that I must keep going with my life
But I can not not to suffer for him
I can not live without him.
But I don't understand how should I keep going with my life
I don't realize how could I not to love you
I am not ok with loosing you.
And you, are you ok with loosing me?
Safira, 11 april 2012
Do you like sorrow
Do you like pain
Do you need someone who fells the same
Desire for blood is in your veins
Don't pretend it's not that way
Your blood look eyes
Snow white skin
Come with me, and we will win
There are no one but us and prey
We will drain them, as they say
The dawn is near
The snow is red
We are gone
But we'll come again.
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