VampyMandy, 30 march 2012
Today the sun rose in my eyes, and set in my dreams, for today may only have been a dream or happened in the eye of a tornado you never now.
VampyMandy, 30 march 2012
Can you feel what my heart feels for you?
I seek what I can not have, leaving my heart bitter and without.
I can't pick up my heart off the ground in front of my feet, it has gone rotten and started to decay. I can see the bugs all ready coming to eat all of it away. Digging and eating what is left of my bitter heart. Leaving nothing in it's place. Knowing my heart has but moments left. I cover it with my own dismay, and with it's last beat I see my own decay, and bitterness I wish would not stay.
VampyMandy, 30 march 2012
I can feel the darkness creeping up
keeping it's grip tell the end
leaving me with a dreadful feeling
leaving my heart pounding in my chest
my veins poll sing in my skin
my spin shivers and shakes
with every growing moment
O my God will it ever stop will I ever
get to the light I so disparately need
am I there yet O my God I need some relief
I need the light so disparately
I tired so heard to reach out and touch it
but all that is there is the darkness that I despise so deeply
that I run from and try to hide from will I ever see the light in witch I was born
O my God please help me
VampyMandy, 30 march 2012
Kiss's on my breath
kiss's on my neck
kiss's in my sleep as
I slip into my dreaming lovers dream
can you see the mist lifting from my vision?
clouds form above my head
as I lose my lovers dream
as I drift in and out of my lovers arms
my emotions run strong as I fight to keep my self asleep
kiss's no longer on my breath
kiss's no longer on my neck
kiss's have left my sleep
for I have Awoken
and my lovers dream has ended