aly, 8 march 2012
Now that your gone I miss you more than ever
I miss hugging you when I'm sad
I miss the way you talked
i miss getting mad at you when you called me cupcake
I miss the way you looked at me
I miss you always calling before I go to sleep
I miss you calling just to say "hi"
I miss the way you always knew how to make me smile when I wanted to cry
I miss being able to tell you everything
I miss you always walking me to class
I miss how people always thought we were a couple
I miss you cuddling me when I was cold
I miss you always talking shit about people who hurt me just to make me laugh
I miss how we would write notes during class even though we sat next to each other
I miss you kissing me on the forehead
I miss every little thing you did
And I miss you more everyday Ryan
aly, 8 march 2012
Why did I believe you when you said "you and me forever."
But when you let me fall I knew you had lied
So why did I let you take my heart away? Why did I let you see me cry?
Why do I still love you?
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
Why didn't you tell me the truth?
Why did you ahve a gun?
Why didn't you tell me how you really felt?
Why did you have to wait till the end
To tell me the truth?
Why did you tell me "I love you"
Before you shot the gun?
Because wen you did it wasn't just you
That died that night
R.I.P- Ryan Williams
aly, 19 january 2012
Shes the girl that you walk pass in the hall without noticing
She can cr out your name and you won't even look in her lirection
Shes invisible to you and she can't take it any longer
So she lets the water take it in her cold embrace
And she ill stay ther till you notice her
But will you ever notice?