Lyric, 26 december 2011
They say grass is greener on the other side. I say after the rain there's always the stormy suprise. When things get better later things get worse. I have no choice but to think lifes a false hood. I can pick myself up and try again. But i always have obsticlues that continue to win. I guess the good things about a new day is, the more I fail each day I gain each week. A winner at losing and a loser at gaining victory.
Lyric, 26 december 2011
When It's dark and no one is there. I can scream loud and hear my own echo in the air. When It's silent and it gets cold. I get the chills of desperation and morose. Sicken by surrenders and dying from slanders. My soul could not bare anymore disasters. But in my heart I pry for charity and advocacy. But like most family and friends they dont pay attention to me. If so they would know that hiding away Is the speculation of alone.
Lyric, 26 december 2011
It's beauty within my chocolate skin.The darker the color the more it's rich.The way it shines when moisture hits,the wayit makes brown sugar look kitsch. As delicate as a rose pedal.As lustrous as the brilliance of gold. The way it attracts different races mind, body, and soul. I'm lucky to have such a meaningful glow.My skin im in is just as thankful.
Lyric, 24 december 2011
Love or hate they say choose your fate i love to love but evil awaits. I open the door for you to walk in to my heart. You shut it with intentions to shutter it from the start. Love or hate choose you path you make me feel like the worlds at my feet but feelin like this will never last. Love or Hate my friend or foe you lie in my face than betray me under my nose. Love or hate but when we touch...i get the chills under my skin that i cant get enough. Love or Hate I love you so much that i hate that i do. The decisions that i make is really a question to you......
Lyric, 24 december 2011
Do i make you feel good when i kiss your lips pull you close to inhale your scent. Tug on your shirt to feel your skin kiss yea neck and kiss your chin. Not to much because im not in a rush to touch all over your body and make you blush. So i ask Do i make you feel a type away. So i whisper your ear do u want me to stay. When i look in your eyes i can tell your heart...the twinkle in your eyes gives off your inclination sparks. Please do tell what you wish is what i grant i want to transform you into my playmate trapped in my love spell. So do i make you feel good because this is just a tease until you step into my room were im willing to please
Lyric, 24 december 2011
Some times i wondre wats there for me. I know im getting my blessing but still feel alone. A college student, a bright future, a good heart, im smart ,warm hearted ,funny ect...... and the list goes on. I dont know if the fact im leaving is bothering me or the fact im alone. My aunt says im not alone or i always have someone. Yea family but family can come and go you kno. When it comes down to love i mean love love as in loving someone i always let it go. No not as n im breaking up with you lettin go. But the i want to try with you love.Everytime a female comes up and tries to talk to me. I push her away only because i dont want to be hurt. Most seem to not understand and think im bein difficult. nooo im just misunderstood and your not reading me right. Thats the first thing a female says is they are afraid of getting hurt that is one of the biggest fear. Why are you so different from others?? this girl says. I hunched my shoulders and she smiles. Because you are you and no one else. You are your own person your own personality. Theres not a day i dont see you not smiling and a day i dont see u laughing. Of course i cut her off for a sec and i said I smile to keep from crying, i laugh to keep from screaming. I am real beacuse my life is fake. I have a good personality because i seen bad ones. All in All i am me completely becasue i felt destruction.If i didnt go through so much i wouldnt be the good person i am. Strong they say and the hopeful of the hopeless. Mommies Angel her path to light Dad's Dream same thoughts and the continuing. I am the top of the mountain my young sisters climb and look up to. But on top of that mountain i am alone.*how to love*