Tiffany, 9 january 2012
He ripped my heart in two halves,
No more kisses, hugs or laughs.
My heart was one, now it's two,
This poem is real, and 100 true.
I loved him with all my heart,
But to get involved wasn't very smart.
He was funny, sweet and nice,
Now my heart has paid the ultimate price.
Tears fell down my cheeks like rain,
Every tear reminds me of this harsh pain.
I can't stand to see him anymore,
I wish I'd go blind so I don't have to see this guy I adore.
His smiles, laughs and dimples,
Our relationship is now complicated, no longer simple.
You were the one who said, 'we're through, '
Why you said that, I haven't got a clue.
Now we're friends and we're okay,
I wish you were with me, I wish you would've stayed.
I miss absolutely everything about you,
Especially, the phone calls that lasted 'til two.
Now this sad song is ending,
It's too bad my heart still needs time for mending.
Tiffany Wolf
Tiffany, 9 january 2012
Every night I go and run for cover,
Because mommy and daddy keep yelling at each other.
Then daddy comes in and hits me,
Mommy doesn't come home 'til three.
These black and blue spots never go away,
My teachers ask questions and I don't know what to say.
These bruises never seem to disappear,
I can't even stand to look in the mirror.
I go and hide every night,
Just so I'm not in daddy's sight.
Glasses being thrown, mirrors breaking,
Blood being shed, My bones aching.
I don't want to be hit any longer,
Because daddy's only getting stronger.
I hate the sound of his hard smack,
How many times I've been hit, after 109 I lost track.
Daddy....... He never seems to miss,
And none of my cuts, scars or bruises ever gets a kiss.
The abuse is the worst thing I have ever felt,
Especially when he gets me with his belt.
I'm trying to make plans to get out of this hell,
How I'm going to do it..... I hope daddy can never tell.
I hope my plans help me get away,
Because I can't stay here and act like everyhting's okay.
Maybe when i leave, daddy will see I love him more than ever,
But I can't stay here and hurt 'til the end of forever.
Tiffany, 9 january 2012
A gain with the pain,
B eing left alone.
C rying in the rain,
D escending like stone.
E veryone laughs and points,
F elt paralyzed through my spine.
G etting looser at the joints,
H earing about you, who used to be mine.
I ncomplete is how I am feeling,
J ust going through this day by day.
K ill the pain I am concealing,
L ove never again this way!
M ental note to keep in mind,
N ear to the end of my road.
O bviously I was a little blind,
P hrasing your words in code.
Q uiet down and leave me be,
R ush yourself to a far off place.
S ee how bad you've hurt me,
T rying to forget your face.
U nited we once were,
V eered off to one side.
W elcomed you... Immature,
X - perienced... My love had to subside.
Y ou aren't here, but you are there,
Z ipping up these emotions, because now I don't care!
Tiffany Wolf