ashley, 17 january 2012
im dead now,
and its all your fault.
you hurt me one,
to many times
tonight is the night,
i end my life,
in our bed.
i slit my wrist,
till the red liquid,
in side me starts to pour.
but i dont cry,
i wont shed a tear.
when you come home,
youll find me here.
just lying here,
our bed filled
filled with blood
well now i say goodbye.
ashley, 17 january 2012
why do you sit there,
and what me cry.
when we both know,
all you want to do is try.
to break down that wall,
i built so high .
around my heart.
why when you say goodbye,
everything feels like the last time.
when i am in your-arms,
so safe and warm.
so when i turn,
you are no longer there.
ashley, 17 january 2012
you took me by storm,
when u came into my life.
it was such a surprise,
how fast i fell for you.
your eyes were hazel,
but changed with your mood.
your soft touch was to consume,
my heart melted when u carresed me.
your soft hands on my arm,
your soft lips on my neck,
your love and laughter brought,
me back after.
4 years in hell with out you,
was hard enough the thought,
that i might loose you,
is just to much.
to loose the softness of your touch,
to loose the happiness you brought to my life.
the sun while shine a lil less,
theres less brightness to my smile.
but to hear your voice,
will be all i need.
to know u havent,
truely deserted me.
i need u more than life right now,
i hate him for almost tearing us apart.
but what he did will soon be in my past,
and our future may begin.
u are the star i see in the sky,
at night.
the only man i want,
in my life.
my soul is half gone,
without u by my side.
my heart hurts and,
yurns for ur touch.
the stars shine a lil,
less with out ur eyes to gaze into.
my heart beats a lil harder ,
without your caress.
my love,
my soulmate,
please come back to me