Lubov Vargas, 19 january 2012
Just tell me I mean nothing anymore
Just tell me you don't need me anymore
But if you say those things
You sure have fooled me in many different ways.
You're not like you used to be
I want the old you back
I'm scared of you now
How could you turn your back?
I'm still behind you
Waiting for you to come back
But as if right now
I'm not sure if I want you back.
I can't keep feeling this
It's tearing my heart apart
Don't you see this?
Oh wait that's right
You have turned your back.
Lubov Vargas, 19 january 2012
I can almost say I hate you
I can almost say I don't want you
But those words just won't come out
You have hurt me way too much
It feels like I am dead
What happened to those things you used to do?
Kissed me everytimes you saw me
Hugged me like you loved me
What has happened to you now...
I don't know you anymore
You're nothing but i glimpse of the past that I used to know
Just like everything and everyone else
What happened to our love making
It feels like its a game to you
It hurts me everytime
I'm not a hit and run babe
I too have feelings
I too have thoughts within myself
But you don't know
Because you don't care to ask anymore
Like you used to
You say I'm mean?
But this is what you created yourself
So congratulations
I can finally say it
I Hate you.
Lubov Vargas, 19 january 2012
I don't hate you
But I don't like you
You take my breath away
With anger
You tell me all these lies
What do I believe?
All these love things you whisper in my ears
Are a bunch of lies
I don't hate you
No
I despise you
You're like a bad cold that keeps on coming back
With more power each time
What the hell is your problem Woman? !
What did I do?
Please come tell me
Whisper that into my ears
At least it'll be true
No
I don't hate you Woman
No
Not yet.
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