Robert, 15 february 2012
I thought i had it all.
I never did.
Picture perfect moments like this.
Could never exist.
Maybe in my dreams.
I need a reality check.
If i expected so much more.
I should have thought again.
I want to lay you down.
Pick out your flaws.
Dry you out.
And watch you crawl.
Don't pick me up.
I can stand by myself.
Don't give me lectures.
I don't need the guilt.
You couldn't help me.
Not even if you tried.
I'm to fucking ignorant.
Your words will never sink in my mind.
I know your only trying to help.
And im always putting you down.
If you knew what you are doing.
You would have already had a solution figured out.
Robert, 15 february 2012
Decisions. Be prepared for things not as you expected.
Your lost when you follow. Misled you just don't understand it.
To selfish to be honest. I cant share my feelings.
I love you. Walk all over me.
Throw everything away.
Ive been thinking about the life i wanted.
Don't make promises that you cant accomplish.
Don't come to me looking for something.
I got nothing left inside of me.
I'm nothing like wanted.
I'm nothing like you thought i was.
I'm nothing like you expected.
Fuck your expectations.
Determined. Just let go. You cant make everyone happy.
Learn to adjust even though. you still don't understand it.
Never ending questions lead to never ending answers.
Who would have thought this would be so complicated.
Ive been thinking about the life i wanted.
Don't make promises that you cant accomplish.
Don't come to me looking for something.
I got nothing left inside of me.
I'm nothing like wanted.
I'm nothing like you thought i was.
I'm nothing like you expected.
Fuck your expectations.
Robert, 15 february 2012
Just put me in my place.
Block me out completely.
Fill up any empty space.
With lies that flow so freely.
My mind has not decayed.
I'm just to numb for feelings.
Dont play your fucking games.
Its obvious you'll beat me.
Everything and everyone's to blame.
And my mind has played to many fucking games.
I love the way you look at me.
With eyes wanting so desperately.
I don't need you anymore.
You bathe yourself in sin.
Your too far from the surface.
When all the worlds medicine.
Doesn't serve its purpose.
Nothing can be prevented.
While your heart is torn wide open.
Keep all your promises.
Their not meant to be accomplished.
Everything and everyone's to blame.
And my mind has played to many fucking games.
I love the way you look at me.
With eyes wanting so desperately.
I don't need you anymore.
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