jefte roman, 28 february 2013
FROM THe day we met I knew you were different from the Sparkling eyes to cheesy feelings,we talkeD for hours for dAys unraveling the inner truths we have been to afraid we laughed, joked, and plaYed with feelings ONe could not recReatEthere were times we fought yes nothing perfect but never despanded cause our feelings of love and affectionwe fought through the pain and suffering only to take us to a whole new lesson
although your a pain in the ass and im just the biggest ass
when our lips connect nothing else seeMs to mattEr
time freezes only for us cause when our Bodys mEet it tuRns inTo lust
you are my life and my wife till tHis very dAy
and when i reTurn Im planing to stay
from this day on i Want you to know
beIng with you was my best desicion and thats no joke
i couLd go on and on about the day we met yet i would rather say those three Little words you wAnt to here each and every day
i Love you now As i did before I love you now and forever more
So you never wiLl have a dOubt in your head just know you will always be my lil cupcake sugar butt unicorn baby cakes that i loVE with all mY heart, body and sOUl
(read upper case letters together)
jefte roman, 28 february 2013
I stand here longing for some compassion I stand here waiting for some acknowledgementI stand here looking like an ignorant dumbassI stand here thinking that you’ve changed I stand here wondering why I botherI stand here knowing you don’t careI stand here waiting like a foolI stand here because you really don’t careI stand here hoping you’ve changed I stand here remembering the painI stand here mentally crying I stand here wondering if your worth dieingI stand here not knowing what todo I stand here waiting for you to notice me I stand here not realizing what you’ve done to me
jefte roman, 28 february 2013
The day i promised you is only ten hours away, Daddy's going to take his final step to be sent away, Daddy finished signing his life, To defend his country with all his might, And as he has to leave mommy, my wifeDaddy's going to show the world you were worth the fight, I gave my life to the only one who mattered, The one who took my heart only to shatter, Daddy let the world chew him alive, But daddy's back and never better, Using you to work harder and thrive, Although there are times my eyes get wetter, With the thought of you not here only to makes me sadder, I dry my tears knowing your watching daddy with pride, As you watch daddy on the stair way up the ladder, Till the day mommy and daddy lay by your side.The day i promised you is only ten hours away, And yet you never left my mind not a second or a day.
jefte roman, 28 february 2013
I's
I, who stand tall yet tremble to the thought of acceptance
I, who strives for life, love, future stability fall short to the out comings of my past
I, who reach from the deepest creaks of my soul to save others yet cant save myself
I, who was bullied, taunted, teased from grades 1 through 12 turn the other cheek as it says in the bible leaving me with invisible cuts and bruises all over my face
I, who wants to create life always fall short to the out come of gods gift only to leave the shattered remains of my life for me to tape one peace at a time
I, who stand for whats right, pure, true in this world at least whats left of it after society takes its demonic blade and cut those weaker then it creating its label system of battle scars across there backs
I, who want nothing but prosperity only to seek the refuge of life's harshest turmoil only to fall deeper and deeper into the pits of oppression
But, as i becomes to we and we becomes to us the darkness begins to subside
The I's no longer alone in the world no longer facing despair by himself no longer grieve over his past yet creating a new cycle of I's
like I who was scared of acceptance of the worlds judgement of love only to feel free of judgement of those who seek to pursue my every lasting torment
Like i who was to scared to express my emotions fearing the ridicule of non masculinity behavior to be taunted by those who set the bar of being men yet with US i feel no pressure no sin only bliss
Like I who believed that those three words never exist in this hormonal filtered society of judgmental parasites who believe i love you is a golden ticket to nirvana only to see Us as a slap to the face to awaken my heart from its dormant sleep
Like i who searched for my other half fearing life's roller coaster of heart ace one hill after another to finally finding Us who made my roller coaster stop in the docking station of love