Kashikoi Kō rei-sha ( andrue finley ), 12 may 2013
Breathe
Breathe, this doesn't feel like a dream
It feels more believable. The moment sings
This intensity grows like a rising flame.
I'm staring in your eyes. The electricity strikes quick and jolts my nerves.
I'm suddenly at a lost for words.
Breathe, just breath dont mess this up. You only get one shot so best of luck.
Like two forces we collide for a moment I've been waiting for my whole life.
The world can pressure the world I chose to exist in. But this happiness is too powerful to be faced and this moment will be forever, it will always feel right.
Breathe, breathe to let the lungs fill fully
Seconds and minuets and hours and days. I'm budding into the world, better than how I ever was before.
I rose with the sun and glowed just as bright. I felt somewhere in the world and the world felt right.
I explored my world that fell dark in my mind long ago. I found a talent once frowned upon through my eyes. I did one then three then seven then more.
I had something to do and something to show. More and more my talent grows.
Shame the beauty in your eyes can never be drawn or the beauty I felt in my heart. Nothing like that can ever be put towards art.
Breathe, this doesn't mean anything
The time felt sour, like it just slipped away. It felt one sided. I knew things were not ok.
I became concerned and wanted to savior something. Not only I had strange behavior, I knew something was coming.
I rose with the sun but the shadow was new. I hope this wasn't something bad that not even I can undo.
Breathe, it starts to feel light. I start to feel thin.
Your eyes don't look the same. I feel an frustration in that focused gaze.
That amazed feeling just doesn't feel the same. I'm worried of the truth that unfolds.
I'm fighting to hold on. Don't you dare let go. I wanted you to feel how I felt. I wanted you to just hold.
I hatched plan after plan. I tried again and again. I searched for advice new and old. I tried everything
And still you let go.
Breathe, at this point i just want to the air to leave.
I blame me and you and the world we have to live.
The earth and the sky and the moon and stars. My over active mind where my feelings are. It's like a war up there, the hate spills over it all.
Everything hit me hard and it all mattered to me now. Even if they weren't my problems from the start.
I wanted to destroy everything I saw, I wanted to pull the pain out so that it can stop tearing everything apart.
I don't know how to feel. I want to disappear from it all. I wanted to collide one more time and never feel like this at all.
Stop hating me. Stop dealing with things alone. You may like it but I don't want to feel alone.
I can't go back to those days, watching the world grow and thrive. Seeing the sick show of affection powered by popularity and lies.
That wasn't us, we could never fall into that trap, just fix thing now. Just please come back.
Breathe???
Well the fire that was set burned deep. Nothing to salvage at all. Just a pile of dead heap. Memories burned black on the walls.
I can look at them but what's left is just the ash. It doesn't feel the same at all.
I'm getting dizzy from the barring field built on the love I use to have
I'm trying to build something now. But there isn't anything left.
Where to now, my home is destroyed, the time here only hurts and you actually hurt the most.
Just breathe. I can't have tears fall down my face. That's when I allow the pain to run its course. Not now. Only a seed so tiny is the little bit of hope
Left...........
Kashikoi Kō rei-sha ( andrue finley ), 12 may 2013
Empty apartment
I awake with tectonic cracks all over my sore body staring at a poker face wall.
The cold chills hold me like how you use to hold me. But the icicles jabbed in my heart is new
I wake up not knowing how to move on. Crazy dreaming and ignoring basic instinct to at least slow down the bleeding.
I'm not succeeding but I'm moving
Moving from you,
so that I can't go thought with the bitter reminder that it wasn't me who left you
It was you.
I put the key back into the lonely door leading into the echo space you left me.
The creeks is missing your footsteps and breaking the harmony
The table for two was divided and only one sits
Silently.
I miss the pointless conversations where you pretended to keep me company because you did.
How your dumb enough to think you meant nothing to me goes way beyond my own beliefs
And how you challenged my love like I don't appreciate it
Do know I was able to look over each imperfection as perfection
Ignored your unpleasantries, see you as the one for me.
No no it's my fault really.
How can anyone believe in love if love doesn't exist for them.
Yeah
If these wall can walk I think they'll walk away with me. Cause of the abandonment. How it was unfair to me.
It'll pick me up and hand me a napkin to clog the gates of sorrow positioned between the lips you use to kiss.
It'll pick up the little memories I had and lunge the bed we once laid. Whisper in the ear you once whispered to me and say the exact words "I love you" and ill believe it again cause I did when you said it to.
Those words were a promise and until the day you slashed it I thought it will never be broken. The anguish that was left from you goes beyond the hurt of hurtful children using hurt to solve the wrongs that were felt towards them.
But you, what was your excuse. I was good was I not?
The endless day soon comes to a end
How the impossible becomes possible. When your not poisoning my mind. I lay back in the bed once shared and stare at the poker face wall.
It cracks a smile
And I, back at the wall
do the same
And the tectonic cracks fill with a rising hope and the sores melt away. And the empty apartment doesn't feel so
Empty
Satish Verma, 12 may 2013
Cannot stare
coming on terror radar. Every night there
was Celsius rise in deadpeace. The climate
debt of a dark cloud was changing.
What is going to happen, tell me blindfolded.
We have a never or nothing attitude. The
roads were on edge, grazing under a blood
spinning midnight lamp, like a whipped
up cream of convenient truths. A subterranean
anger was banging against the wailing
wall. We did little in our synchronized
failure. Nobody was going to blink.
A tooth was smashed by a flying missile
of a homegrown myth. The glacier was
shy of a black fire. A holy moon becomes
opaque in white winter.
Satish Verma
Pj, 11 may 2013
I know I am not perfect,
yet everyone tries to convict me.
I do not Know who I truly am,
yet everyone says they do.
I know I am the quiet one with something to say,
yet I am forced into the darkness.
I try to speak my mind like everyone else,
yet no one ever listens.
I know I am not perfect,
yet no one ever sees my flaws.
I do not know right from wrong,
yet that is just part of being human.
I want to be long forgotten,
yet I am always found.
I try to relive the past,
yet nightmares always resurface.
I know I am not perfect,
yet everyone claims to be perfect.
Unfortunately, I know no one is really perfect...
Because God created everyone equally and everyone is beautiful in their own way, so don't sit there and tell me that I am perfect when I know that I am not perfect...
Paj Vang
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Talat Jehan, 11 may 2013
Hope & Light....
Hope that keep us alive..Hope that make us smile..Hope that shows us light..Hope dies, we die..Don't let your hope die..Died like a dried flower..Always watered with optimism and positivity..Let your hope connected..Connected like a train, from one point to another..It will take you to your destination, not quickly but gradually and slowly..Like a prayer, which will reach the skies, will be listened and accepted eventually..Don't let this world to break you, to make you weak..Believe in your self, just keep on walking and don't worry about the obstacles..Just keep on passing by those hurdles..It will make you stronger, strong enough even to stand alone among the crowd..Always tie yourself with the string of hope..
Bob Gotti, 11 may 2013
For believers Christ is our Cornerstone, as our salvation is in Him alone,
He’s our Cornerstone and Foundation; in Him alone we obtain salvation,
Everything required for you and me, was completed by God at Calvary,
Anything added has only diminished, Christ’s last words, “It is finished.”
Is it Christ or religion which lies, which of these two should we despise?
Requirements added by sinful man, or the Lord’s Eternal Salvation plan;
It was The Father, who sent Jesus, to save souls from unrighteousness,
For The Father, this came at a price, as His Son was to be His Sacrifice.
Christ sacrificed Himself, for us to be, redeemed and join God’s Family,
Even though Christ had bore the cross, it was sinful men, who were lost,
For it was Christ, The Spotless Lamb, Who bore all the sin of fallen man,
Finishing what God alone had started; this is God’s Truth to be imparted.
While God starting at predestination, God chose to bring to all Salvation,
Those He predestined He foreknew, those being sinners like me and you,
It was Christ, for all sinners, Who died, that, in Christ, we can be justified,
Called and chosen by Jesus Christ, that through Him we gain Eternal Life.
Jesus, the Beginning and the End, brings to man, God’s Salvation friend,
It was the Lord, Who chose Grace, to redeem all who come through faith,
His saving Grace, through Christ alone, saving all who God calls His own,
Those sinners, who Christ has justified, for all Eternity, God has glorified.
(Copyright ©03/2013 Bob Gotti)
Bob Gotti, 11 may 2013
When it comes to God many don’t ask, as science has taken on the task,
A task to diminish God and Truth, with technology as man’s simple proof,
Scientific experts are now man’s guide, as the Lord God above is denied,
Today, on this earth’s unbelieving sod, as science has become their god,
Consider God, ruling over everything, like the seasons, winter and spring,
Let us not forget the summer and fall, as the Creator established them all;
God, who created both day and night, separating darkness from the light,
The light He created in the beginning, when God alone created everything.
By men, The Eternal God and Creator, has now turned into Mother Nature,
By a generation, who knows not God, as they follow man’s scientific nod,
Stating that there never was or will be, a Creator that rules over all eternity,
But science instead will lead the way, to their surprise, a much darker day!
A generation that knows not Truth, in the end, shall see the Lord’s reproof,
As every single soul is accountable to, the Eternal Creator of me and you,
God, Who also ordered all creation, seen by all through general revelation,
The generation that scoffs at The Lord, by The Creator, will not be ignored.
But, in this Age of Grace dear friend, you can turn to God, prior to the end,
When turning from science to the Creator, you could even meet The Savior,
He is The Author of every individual life, The Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ,
So as men you find, you trust no more, Christ, you can trust in forevermore.
(Copyright ©03/2013 Bob Gotti)
Bob Gotti, 11 may 2013
There are souls about us all day long, living as though nothing is wrong,
Nothing wrong with the world we’re in, one plagued by darkness and sin,
Living their lives in total ignorance, of God’s unchanging Righteousness,
While learning to embrace and tolerate, the evil things that He does hate.
There are amoral precepts everywhere, by men, who do and do not care,
What do their skewed views of morality, mean to those like you and me?
As those liberal minds pave the way, for all, to a much more sinister day,
For this country that many call home, just as they did way back in Rome.
Could it be this generation will see, the unfolding of End Time prophecy?
As in these days it’s understood, many say good is evil and evil is good,
However, woe to all who say these things, for that is when the fall begins,
Pulling others into the darkened fray, while moving onto that broader way.
Broad is the path of amoral deduction, a road which leads to destruction,
A destruction they don’t contemplate, as God’s Truth they do not tolerate,
The amoral see no right or wrong, that progressive, liberal’s favorite song,
While believing that ignorance is bliss, many ignore God’s Righteousness.
Such indifference to God in Heaven, is what produces the political leaven,
Which rises up in the hearts of men, the immorality that God will condemn,
As leaders widen that amoral path, which leads to God’s Righteous Wrath,
Judgment by The Lord Jesus, my friend, as a godless nation sees its end.
(Copyright ©05/2013 Bob Gotti)
Bob Gotti, 11 may 2013
The spirit of Antichrist is alive and well, deceiving to take souls to Hell,
Just as the Spirit of Jesus Christ, moves on souls, offering eternal life,
Satan moves on souls instead, deceiving men who are spiritually dead,
The devil uses people of every kind, in deceiving those spiritually blind.
Ever since the beginning of time, God’s overthrow has been his design,
Starting back in the garden with Eve, his plan is to seduce and deceive,
Using only a fruit from that garden, a perfect heart, Satan would harden,
Towards The Lord God’s plan, that today affects every women and man.
Out of that Garden, into this world, Satan’s deceptive plan was unfurled,
While using any person that he can, as he plots deceiving unsaved man,
In men who follow and men that lead, Satan deceptively plants his seed,
By any means through his seduction, to pave their way unto destruction.
Satan, God’s foe and eternal enemy, is contending for souls, in eternity,
War that’s been going on for ages, fueling the battles that Satan wages,
Being filled with wicked indignation, Satan uses leaders from any nation,
Filling leaders with unrighteousness, in order to carry out his wickedness.
The devil is filling men this very day, to lead many down his wicked way,
This, en route to Satan’s ultimate plan, to fully indwell, one political man,
Then, he shall deceive half the world, when Satan’s plan is fully unfurled,
Deceiving up to the end of his time, when God ends Satan’s evil design.
(Copyright ©05/2013 Bob Gotti)
Bob Gotti, 11 may 2013
There is only One God Who reigns, but Satan tickles many brains,
With false beliefs from A to Z, of what a god is or who he can be,
He leads many in deceptive ways, all the more, in these last days,
Wanting you to believe in anyone, except God’s Only Eternal Son.
Through religions and spiritually, Satan deceives souls for eternity,
Satan is able and overwhelms, a blinded soul through dark realms,
Which has nothing to do with God, but, created on the earthly sod,
Formed by varied spiritual gurus, who supplant God’s Good News.
The only Good News from above, sent for all, through God’s Love.
It’s the Good News of Jesus Christ, the One who offers eternal life,
The One by whom men are saved, out of a world sinfully depraved,
Saved from religion and spirituality, to reign with Christ for Eternity.
Yet, that devil continues to weave, deceptive webs to fully deceive,
The very hearts of unsaved men, so their souls God shall condemn,
Being deceived so not to embrace, the Truth of God and His Grace,
So they’ll incur the same reproof, for not embracing Salvation Truth.
God sent to this earth His Salvation, for every man, of every nation,
God’s salvation is in Jesus Christ, The Single Author of Eternal Life,
He is the only One under Heaven, to save men from spiritual leaven,
God’s one salvation, eternally true, God’s Only Way for me and you.
(Copyright ©05/2013 Bob Gotti)
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