Dean, 29 october 2015
Five Minutes I will Spend In Teling you
Four Minutes Will It Takes For You To Know What I Have In mind
Three Minutes Will It Last In Standing In front Of you
Two Minites Will It Takes For My Heart To Hold On
One Minutes Will My Halo Of Love Last On you
And It Will Take A Life Time For To You To Forget About Me...
I Start by: I Love You
But Couldnt Understand Myself Any More
Guess We Cant Continue This Any More,
For The Past Few Days
I Just Dont Recognize Your Face
And I Know You Will Understand
Cuz I Dont Want To See You Cry
And I will Never Tell you A Lie
How Can I keep On Holding You
When I'm Out Of Love
Why Should I Tie you Down Next to Me
When I Cant Free Myself
Why Keep On Calling Your Name
When My Voice Cant Vouch For Me
Baby Its not You , Its Me...
Everything I Tried To Remember To Say Now
Just Went Out my Head
Left With These Few Words
But I'm trying My best To Get You To Understand
Cuz There Is Never A Right Time To Say GoodBye
Its So Hard For Me To Make This Decision
But I Had To Cuz If I Dont
You Will Start Hating Me
For My AttitudeTowards You
Will Be Awkawrd
And I wouldnt Like To hurt You
This Is So Sad , This Is A Great Sacrifice I Must Do
All In The Name Of Love...
Satish Verma, 29 october 2015
It is me, inside & outside,
movement of sensuous self.
Time sails through the mind,
a silken thread unbroken in names.
If only the death would erase the fear.
If only the other self meets my roots
and stir up the inner sap.
Reaching the end,
you tell me to remember
your name to latch on to memories,
to collect all the pieces
of conceptual loss & gains.
How we were fooling ourselves?
Nothing is left between us
to celebrate the dreams.
All the stray thoughts
could not give us insight
we were dusted off from start
to finish in our loneliness.
Once it was a glory
to watch carnations in our eyes,
now I am mourning the death of calenders.
Dean, 28 october 2015
Its Like A Brand New Day
When You Woke Up And Everything Fall In Places
Its like Having Your Breakfast Served While You're Still On Bed
Its Like Calling Out For Me
When I'm Right Beside You
Its Like We Are Meant For Each Other
But Distance deny Us Our Chance Of Been Together
Now All I Do
Is To Long For You
Is To Reach For You
Is To Think Of You All Night Long
Is To Wish You Appear In My Dream
Some Call This Starstruck
But I Call It LOVE AT THE BEGINNING...
Dean, 28 october 2015
I've Decided To Go On Bed Tonight
With Your Thoughts On My Mind...
I've Decided To Engrave Your Image In My Heart
And Bind your Name With My soul...
I've Decided To Be Deaf To The Words OF Those Foes
But To Listen To Yours And Follow You Like A Fool...
I've Decided To Be Blind
And Yet To See, But You Alone...
I've Decided To Be In The Dark
Waiting For You To Be My Light Walk Out Of It...
I've Decided To Spend Few Time With Friends
And Spend Hours With You Alone Under The moonlight..
I've Decided To Play Serenade To You
While You Are bored Of The Country Music..
I've Decided To Watch Over You
While You Are Asleep...
I've Decided To Love You
And Spend The Rest Of My Life With You Alone...
I've Made A Decision That Will Forever Reflect In My Life...
For These Are The Decision That I Made For Love..
Dean, 28 october 2015
We Had Our First Kiss When The Full Moon Blossomed
I Remember Our first Kiss
That Nite Was A Special Nite
Filled With Blissful Breeze
With An Atmosphere Full Of Grace
With Angels Singing To Welcome Us
And Our Range Grows Like An Halo
We've Been Lovers
Having Each Other Around
But Never Touch Or Come Closer
And We Agree To Meet
An Appointment We'd Regret If We Miss
We Stood In The Middle Of A Field
Under The Moon Light It Was
She Told Me It Will Be Great
When The Star Twinkle
I Look Up To The Star And Wish For It
And We Admired The Sky
“be the only MAN in my LIFE”
“be my SOUL MATE forever”
“please be my UP and DOWN”
The best a LADY could ask me
Shyly, I Said “YES”
When The Time Comes
We Look Each Other In The Eye
As We Move Closer
I Was So Scare
My Hands Were Shaking
I Was Drenched With Sweat
And Yet I'm Feeling Cold
I Can Hear Her Beats Faster
Like It Will Drop From Her Chest
She Held Me Lovingly In Her Arms
While She Leaned Forward
To Reach My Wet Lips
Closing Her Eyes
With A Great Intense Feelings Of A Deep Affection
My Lips Reached Her Cupid Lips
We Had Our First Kiss
When The Full Moon Blossomed
The Stars Twinkled When We Exchange Saliva
That Was The Best My Brown Sugar Did To Me...
And She Called Me Her Prince Charming
All She Wanted Was Love
And We Are Meant For Each other Living Happily....
Dean, 28 october 2015
The Rays Of The Sun Permeate On My Body
As I Opened My Eyes To Welcome This Day
But Got Carried Away In The Thought Of The Distance Between Us
Now The Dawn Is Long Gone
But Left A Mark On My Chest
"Cupid Arrow"
Sent By Your Heart
I'm Loving The Pain
It hurts Like I Will Be Dead
And The Feeling Is So Cold
Oh Yes, I'm Loving It...
The Pains, My Will
The Hurtfulness, My Dream
Her Disappointment, My Wish
Now I'm Not Scare Of The Distance
Cuz Where I am
Is Where Your Heart Is...
Missing You
Dean, 28 october 2015
Even When YOu Stop Talking To Me
Even When You Denie My love
Even When You Put On Some Silly Stunts
Even when You Call Me Names
Even When You Tell your Friends Am A Fool
I Will Always Come To Play You A Serenade And Watchover You As You Sleep All Night long...
Even When Say We Are Through
Even When You Dont Give Me The Chance Any More
Even When You look Straight In To My eyes And Lies
Even When You Kick My Ass In The Public
Even When You Think Am just A Piece Of Shit
I Will Always Think Of You And Your Picture Will Remain Engrave In My HEART...
Satish Verma, 28 october 2015
An answer becomes a question
without an effort.
The world hisses
in filaments of joy.
My hands become
green branches of a huge tree.
Terrified sun moves away
with all its glory.
I empty myself in a circle of voidness.
It was a sad chapter
the beginning of violence-
the heat dries up the sweat on brows.
Standing in the sun I watch,
how we are dismantling each other.
The innocence of civility,
eclipsed by ferocious flesh, loses symphony.
The fatal, brutal, savage times.
We are running
to reach nowhere.
The tension creeps under the skin.
The impurity of thought
hurts like broken glass.
A barren land forgets
the man & remains loyal to death.
Satish Verma, 26 october 2015
Where the laughter ends,
sorrow makes an entry.
The black cloud drifts towards you,
a gift of unknown to nameless.
The sacred bond of blissful ignorance.
I remember that I am still alive today,
my friends are gone.
I see a light on the hill.
So beautiful in its death,
a song lies on my lips
I face the world
with a wound in my eyes.
Space of many years
between me & my defeat.
Time has not come for farewell.
Cannot afford the luxury
of breaking down & then disintegrate.
Alone I watch you in fascination,
the slow spiral descent.
My watch stops again & again.
Suddenly I start speaking the truth
about the deception & the lacerating wounds.
There is a longing for a frozen moon
and a melody melting in the air.
Satish Verma, 25 october 2015
I was very restless today
somebody had overplayed the hand
to grab the absolute.
Light was searching the earth
and earth was moving inside me.
I wanted to pack up and go
to meet the truth.
The lips had left their print
on the empty cups.
The ragpicker was waiting.
My toes had met the brutal stones
of godhood. I was puzzled by new
methodology to make man free.
As the grass grows through the carcass
a cataract is trumpeting blind.
I was afraid of the huge web.
The spider was nowhere in sight.
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