24 january 2012
Left by a Cliff Hanger
Hollow heart beats in an empty chest
Eyes black close with lack of rest
Dreams cause even less sleep
And I would cry but I cannot weep
I watch every sun raise
Moving throughout the day in a haze
Friends speak sweet words
But my ears have never heard
Kindness spoken by thee
For I want not to be me
I want anger
I want to be put in danger
But this is my empty hope
Put away along with this rope
That once gave me cause
From this edge I hang at the devils jaws
Suicide I thought would be the end
But you save me my ignorant friend
You are my rope my safety net
Saving me was in your minds set
I scream and shout for you to let go
But I hide emotions afraid to show
For as much as I hate you to all of the above
A friend you are and I do so love
Grasping my hand it burns
Because death is the only thing that I earn