Evevenn, 17 february 2012
A troubled mind is always thinking,but you can make all my troubles go away
Beautiful days and stressful nights,
late at night I lie awake,wondering if I'm on your mind as much as you're on mine.
I smile remembering that day,I blush every time you speak to me.
Every time we kiss it's like the first time all over again.
Shivers run through my body,a smile spread across my face,my heart beating fast,adrenaline running through my veins.
Wishing this feeling won't ever go away.
Longing for your touch,your scent,your breath.
As the days go by i know that I don't ever wanna lose this feeling.
The feeling of happiness,
The feeling of my pain easing away,but most of all the feeling of being with you.
Evevenn, 17 february 2012
Haunted by the scars of the past wounds still bleeding on going complications,I'm not healing you left me with nothing but more problems I figured letting go would make all of it go away.You've haunted me since the very day you walked into my life and even now I'm haunted by memories of when you left me I wake up holding my chest as my crippled heart beats at the thought of you.Who knew letting go would be so hard my mind knows you're no good for me but my heart can't seem to let you go.
Evevenn, 17 february 2012
I may be different but I still bleed the same blood as everyone else.
I may seem happy but deep inside is a life filled with pain,a little girl scared.
It may seem like I don't care but inside I'm dying.
You may think I am weird.
You can think I'm odd but believe me,nothing about me is so weird or odd I am just another human being.
I may act different,I may be weird,make crazy sounds,or twitch when I'm tickled,
but that's just me being me.I feel just as much pain as the next person.
So don't call me weird or odd 'cause that's just me doing what I do best.
Call me Evie the girl who is shy,
the one who will make you laugh at times because she is laughing for no reason,
the insecure one,
the one who's just being herself because she stopped trying to fit in.
Now all she wants to do is stand out
So this is me.
Evevenn, 12 february 2012
Its amazing how all the hate i have inside for you just disappears when u smile.Its a shame i can't stay mad at you for longer than five seconds.whenever i see you my heart beats faster,i'm scared,scared you won't accept the changes i've made for you,scared that you'll leave me for someone better but even more scared that you don't feel the same way i do.The blood pulsing through my veins gets me excited,with each step i take i know i am closer to seeing you. my blood boiling out of control. the sight of you nearly kills me the touch of you makes me weak and your kiss steals my heart everytime.The sound of your voice is what keeps me coming back i look into your eyes and see a life,a life we have not yet started but are at the mere beginning.My crazed heart becomes weaker and weaker as i let you take control, the smell of you lingering in the air is my guide i know i will be okay but your actions tell me otherwise.the warm blood caressing my torso as your cold hands gently slide over my body i feel excruciating pain and see the evil in your eyes i know i am gone. as i watch myself lie there an empty space left where my heart once was i see you, the same evil in your eye holding the one thing that gave me life and watch as the life is being taken from my heart,as my body becomes colder and colder i watch you as the evil in your eyes turns to sorrow you take my once beating heart and try to fix what you've done but theres no fixing it i stare as my lifeless body oh so limp lies there and you lie in a corner throat slashed scalpel in hand and i realize i am now at peace.
Evevenn, 12 february 2012
Everywhere I go I see your face,everything I do reminds me of you,I spend my days missing you,hoping that one day you'll be mine again.I'll be back in your arms,you smell the same as when you left.Your kiss as soft as ever,you take my face in your hands and whisper "I'll never leave you again."I'm smiling now more than ever but you vanish again.It's time for me to wake from this dream 'cause you're never coming back.As I open my eyes I see you standing there begging for forgiveness whispering those sweet words I just smile and walk away 'cause I know I'm strong enough not to make that mistake again.
Evevenn, 12 february 2012
Those words still ringing in my head stuck on repeat.With every beat my heart aches and with every breath I feel faint. Why? Why do these eyes cry? Why do they cry for those who don't deserve my tears? Why does my heart hurt when I think about it? and why is it the best feeling ever when I'm with you? A person who makes me cry tears of joy and my aching heart aches because you're not by my side.when I see you butterflies in my stomach take over. Why is it that the longest amount of time spent together still isn't enough? but most of all why do i love you like i do?
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