steve, 18 may 2012
The person that you pretended to be...
was just a facade for show...
And I can't believe, it took me this long...
to see the things I know,
I'm just sorry my heart, will suffer the pain,
of being broken again...
For blindly believing, the words you spoke..
and thinking you were my friend,
I just want to run... far, far, away...
and escape the lies you've told...
And the laughter I hear .. is comming from you...
how could your heart be so cold,
Does it make you feel.. more like a man.....
to see the pain in my eyes...
To hurt the one.. who loves you the most...
as you try to destroy him with lies,
Why murder love... I thought you loved me.....
I thought you were the one.....
As the walls we built..crash down all around me...
all I want is to run,
I'll never look back... and you'll never see...
all the tears I've cried...
As I watched love go down... I craddled her close...
she took her last breath.. and she died.
sg
steve, 18 may 2012
Yesterday's just a memory..
that seems so far away...
And love is just a word..
that people like to say,
I could say that I don't know ..
I could say that it was you...
But it wouldn't change whats in my heart
or what is or isn't true,
I could dwell on words.. or dwell on pain,
I could sit alone and cry...
But those are places that I've been..
as I fell for every lie,
So please don't say how much you care
when I know how much you don't,
Or tell me that your going to change..
when we both know you won't
I'm letting go.. because you can't hold on
when theres nothing to hold on to,
I guess you never saw the dreams..
I saw for me and you,
I can't make you love..
for love comes from the heart...
And the only love you've ever shown..
has torn my world apart,
So let this be the ending..
of a fairytale gone bad...
And the wind blown scattered pieces..
of love I never had.
sg
steve, 14 may 2012
How do I say goodbye...
after all the years with you....
I never thought the day would come,
when you would say were through,
The last six months have been so hard,
it should come as no surprise...
But the last thing that I ever wanted,
was to hear you say goodbye,
I thought we'd be together,
until we reached the end,
Holding to each other...
being my best friend,
When you think that what you have,
is built on solid ground,
It disappears beneath your feet,
with everything you found,
Everything you thought you knew,
turns out to be a lie,
And the only thing your certain off,
you wish that you could die,
When I cried.. no one cared..
there was no one there for me...
And the one I chose to love the most
didn't want to be,
Its the hardest thing I've ever done
to walk away from you...
But its not a choice I got to make,
its what I had to do,
sg
steve, 14 may 2012
I sit alone.. in the night...
and look up at the stars...
Remembering love I used to have...
that now.. just seems so far,
I watch the tule fog...
as it rolls in over me...
And the stars all disappear...
like the love that used to be,
The mist rains down upon me...
just like a million tears...
Like all the Angels crying...
as they watch me sitting here,
They know this heart is broken...
and lost its will to live...
For I've given everything I have...
with nothing left to give,
I've done everything I can...
to save a love gone bad...
I guess there's just no saving...
what you never really had,
But I'll always be in love with you...
and though you'll never know...
I'll keep you deep inside my heart...
where ever I may go.
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