steve, 8 june 2012
The only way to let you go, is to look you in the eyes...
And face the pain you put me through, and times you made me cry,
I know that you don't give a dam, you've made that crystal clear...
The only thing you care about is the "reflection in the mirror",
I used to think I knew you, I believed the words you said...
No matter how hard the road became, I followed where you led,
I didn't question motives, I only wanted love...
I should have read between the lines, to see what you're made of,
A mistake that cost me dearly, but they say that "love is blind"...
And all the wasted years I've lost, on love, I'd never find,
I don't believe you've ever loved, anyone but you...
You lie so much, that you believe, the things you say are true,
I guess I should feel sorry, for the person that you are...
Though someday you'll go down in flames, just like a falling star,
You make the bed you lie in, and you'll reap what you have sewn...
And just like me someday you'll see, you'll wake up all alone,
But I'll pick up all the pieces, of my heart and carry on...
Scattered lonely remnants, by a heart already gone.
sg
steve, 8 june 2012
I fell into the ocean..
where the waters deep and blue...
And the current took me out to sea...
before I ever knew,
Since the day that I first met you..
though it's hard to even try...
I'd never want to stare too long...
into your deep blue eye's,
Like the pulling of the currents...
that takes you out to sea...
I lose the sense of where I am...
or where I want to be,
As the water swirel's around me...
I try to lift my head...
To keep myself from drowning...
from anything that's said,
But the currents just too strong...
as I go down again...
Pulled into your deep blue eyes...
that seem to have no end,
Lost in my emotions..
and surrounded in deep blue...
Desire swimming in my head..
each time I think of you,
I knew.. when I fell in...
that this was way too deep...
And my chances for survival...
were even less than bleak,
I fell into deep water...
the day I fell for you...
And I don't know if swimming out...
is something I can do,
The current is too strong to fight..
and the water feels so good...
I'm not sure I'd save myself...
even if I could,
I fell into the ocean..
where the waters deepest blue...
And there's nothing that can save me now...
from the love I feel for you.
sg
steve, 23 may 2012
You ask if I still think of you, even when your not around...
You may well ask, "if the sun will rise", for to your heart I'm bound,
With every breath I take, no matter what I do...
And every time my heart beats, is when I think of you,
Each minute of every hour, and each hour of everyday...
And when we are apart, with you my heart will stay,
I don't know where were going, only where I've been...
I do know what I've found in you, has helped my soul to mend,
And if you were to say goodbye, and leave me here alone...
I won't regret what we have shared, because of you've I've grown,
And I can't change whats in the past, or see what lies ahead...
But I thank "God" the path I chose, to you my heart was led.
sg
steve, 23 may 2012
If I die tomorrow... what I had with you today...
Means more to me than anything... I could ever write or say,
I can't imagine anything... more beautiful than you...
If only I could steal your heart... and make you love me too,
There's nothing in this world... that could make me look away...
If you said those words I long to hear... and promised me you'd stay,
There's nothing that I'd ever want... and nothing that I'd need....
For when your laying in my arms... I feel so complete,
I used to think I knew love... as I hide behind regret...
But what I used to think was love... I wish I could forget,
I look at you...and what I feel.. makes me realize...
All the years.. I threw away.. and the wasted tears I've cried,
Your every dream I've ever had... every wish I ever made...
Your the cool breeze across my skin.... caressing as it fades,
This life I'd give tomorrow... to have you one more day...
Then cast my ashes to the wind... and watch me fly away.
sg
steve, 18 may 2012
The person that you pretended to be...
was just a facade for show...
And I can't believe, it took me this long...
to see the things I know,
I'm just sorry my heart, will suffer the pain,
of being broken again...
For blindly believing, the words you spoke..
and thinking you were my friend,
I just want to run... far, far, away...
and escape the lies you've told...
And the laughter I hear .. is comming from you...
how could your heart be so cold,
Does it make you feel.. more like a man.....
to see the pain in my eyes...
To hurt the one.. who loves you the most...
as you try to destroy him with lies,
Why murder love... I thought you loved me.....
I thought you were the one.....
As the walls we built..crash down all around me...
all I want is to run,
I'll never look back... and you'll never see...
all the tears I've cried...
As I watched love go down... I craddled her close...
she took her last breath.. and she died.
sg
steve, 18 may 2012
Yesterday's just a memory..
that seems so far away...
And love is just a word..
that people like to say,
I could say that I don't know ..
I could say that it was you...
But it wouldn't change whats in my heart
or what is or isn't true,
I could dwell on words.. or dwell on pain,
I could sit alone and cry...
But those are places that I've been..
as I fell for every lie,
So please don't say how much you care
when I know how much you don't,
Or tell me that your going to change..
when we both know you won't
I'm letting go.. because you can't hold on
when theres nothing to hold on to,
I guess you never saw the dreams..
I saw for me and you,
I can't make you love..
for love comes from the heart...
And the only love you've ever shown..
has torn my world apart,
So let this be the ending..
of a fairytale gone bad...
And the wind blown scattered pieces..
of love I never had.
sg
steve, 14 may 2012
How do I say goodbye...
after all the years with you....
I never thought the day would come,
when you would say were through,
The last six months have been so hard,
it should come as no surprise...
But the last thing that I ever wanted,
was to hear you say goodbye,
I thought we'd be together,
until we reached the end,
Holding to each other...
being my best friend,
When you think that what you have,
is built on solid ground,
It disappears beneath your feet,
with everything you found,
Everything you thought you knew,
turns out to be a lie,
And the only thing your certain off,
you wish that you could die,
When I cried.. no one cared..
there was no one there for me...
And the one I chose to love the most
didn't want to be,
Its the hardest thing I've ever done
to walk away from you...
But its not a choice I got to make,
its what I had to do,
sg
steve, 14 may 2012
I sit alone.. in the night...
and look up at the stars...
Remembering love I used to have...
that now.. just seems so far,
I watch the tule fog...
as it rolls in over me...
And the stars all disappear...
like the love that used to be,
The mist rains down upon me...
just like a million tears...
Like all the Angels crying...
as they watch me sitting here,
They know this heart is broken...
and lost its will to live...
For I've given everything I have...
with nothing left to give,
I've done everything I can...
to save a love gone bad...
I guess there's just no saving...
what you never really had,
But I'll always be in love with you...
and though you'll never know...
I'll keep you deep inside my heart...
where ever I may go.
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