Poetry

It started on a warm twilight, 
when you captivated me until midnight, 
now being hurled by your shadow, 
just makes my heart feel so hollow.

Don't know what to put inside, 
to make this miserable feeling subside, 
suppressed by all my frights, 
seemed like a nightmare at night.

Thought I'll be able to unwind, 
but in this depth of misery i am deeply intertwined, 
for me you're really like an opium, 
every doze of you gives a kick on my cerebellum.

Now, I just want to have a clarity, 
in this undying insanity, 
that is choking me inside, 
with confusion rumbling on my mind.

Because memories of you bring shiver on my spine, 
as i sip the cup of this blood red wine, 
when everything's gushing fast through my veins, 
i stumbled on my knees and crouch in pain.

Amidst this rock of ice in me, 
dwells a fiery billow that awaits for you to see, 
on how it burns all my sanity, 
because of this so-called mediocrity.

Wish my heart would lend an ear on my mind, 
and give meaning to your unspoken words that i can't define, 
can't apprehend how things swiftly went away, 
when you said tomorrow is another day.

maybe that is how ironic life is, 
don't know when can I attain my life's bliss
because as I struggle to get out from this maze, 
just a snap, everything vanished in front of my face...