Zabdiy Yoav, 6 february 2012
I've
been trying to conceal
what
my heart truly feels
behind
this wall of pretentions
which
control all my actions
When
you turned away you didn't hear me mumble
those
words that took part of my preamble
caught
up in this feeling of disdain
the
tears I shed were hidden by the heavy rain
Fed
up with all this misery
now
my hopes are swiftly flown away
far
away that no one can reach
even
a voice with the highest pitch
Why
did i gamble my heart?
even
though I know you can break it apart,
call
me blind, call me selfish,
despite
it all my love for you will never perish.
But,
should it be you?
the
one that i have to let go,
or
should it be him?
in
oblivion, be buried like an evanescent beam...
Zabdiy Yoav, 6 february 2012
Once I thought that everything was all right,
The air was cool and the moon was bright,
I grew up thinking of nothing else,
Nothing else, but myself.
I closed my eyes to think
In my life I found nothing
Is the world wrong or am I?
That I found nothing to be inspired by.
I wished and longed for
To be with someone near a shore
Gazing at the stars that shine above
Hoping that it will be an everlasting love.
The days of waiting has ended
When this lad came and changed my life instead
Who gave me the reasons to live
And to the power of love I should believe.
Now I know that my heart belongs
To the lad who suddenly came along
Who showed me the beauty of life
And brought back the bright light.
Where can I find someone like you?
A guy who loves me like you do
As honest, as faithful, as loving you
And the one who took me out of the blue.
But before this is completely over
There’s one more thing I’d like to discover
If all of this is just a dream,
I’d rather stay in this magical realm.
Zabdiy Yoav, 6 february 2012
It started on a warm twilight,
when you captivated me until midnight,
now being hurled by your shadow,
just makes my heart feel so hollow.
Don't know what to put inside,
to make this miserable feeling subside,
suppressed by all my frights,
seemed like a nightmare at night.
Thought I'll be able to unwind,
but in this depth of misery i am deeply intertwined,
for me you're really like an opium,
every doze of you gives a kick on my cerebellum.
Now, I just want to have a clarity,
in this undying insanity,
that is choking me inside,
with confusion rumbling on my mind.
Because memories of you bring shiver on my spine,
as i sip the cup of this blood red wine,
when everything's gushing fast through my veins,
i stumbled on my knees and crouch in pain.
Amidst this rock of ice in me,
dwells a fiery billow that awaits for you to see,
on how it burns all my sanity,
because of this so-called mediocrity.
Wish my heart would lend an ear on my mind,
and give meaning to your unspoken words that i can't define,
can't apprehend how things swiftly went away,
when you said tomorrow is another day.
maybe that is how ironic life is,
don't know when can I attain my life's bliss
because as I struggle to get out from this maze,
just a snap, everything vanished in front of my face...
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