Betteloop, 2 january 2013
Sad that you have left
But something is made quite clear
You are no further removed from me with 500 miles between us,
Than when you were right here.
Unattached and distant,
Not wanting to get too close
And then to act as if oblivious
I guess that’s what got to me the most.
The subtle (... więcej)
Betteloop, 26 january 2012
Time
im doing it without you
LIFE
you are living without me
surviving a reality
never supposed to be
you are blinded by this strange hostility
and things you care not to see
ive loved you without restraints
resentments or controls
and sadly love you still
unfortunately you cant love me
(... więcej)
Betteloop, 26 january 2012
To the Lover I can no longer love,
I’m speechless. There are no words to describe how rejected, humiliated and betrayed by your actions, your words and your inability to seemingly uphold the commitments we have made to each other.
Every fucking time we have a disagreement, the result is the same. (... więcej)
Betteloop, 26 january 2012
Today I woke up to the very same Realization- and I am shocked at how stupid I could be and have been and Good Golly What in this world am I going to do about it? What 's first, second, should fourth been third and left five reserved? Instead of head on confrontations with conflict that addressed (... więcej)
Betteloop, 14 january 2012
Plain Jane
crushed
Fukk Tarzan!! Can U dew it??
Just plain ol' jane, the self as significant as that name-
Queen of the jungle muther fuckers-
Holy shit!"That' s lame!"
Manipulated pathetic pawn--
to disregard and shit upon-
to participate in your (... więcej)
Betteloop, 14 january 2012
Real, am I?
Fantasy? I could be…
But does the real satisfy me?
Some would only stare
Others may even drool
While others may envision another
As they begin to stroke their tool
Your cock is hardening
Your balls feel tight
If things go well
You’ll get laid tonight
Excitement building
The (... więcej)
Betteloop, 23 december 2011
It certainly has been a long time; I hope this letter finds you in a well balanced state of mind. However, I am leaning towards the notion, that this is a very difficult time for you. You may feel rejected, humiliated, and perhaps a bit foolish and I sense, rather lonely.
It is not typical of me,, (... więcej)
Betteloop, 15 december 2011
Inner Beauty
Darkened skies
Some shadowed cast of light
Obscure and most eerie
Insects buzz a haunting tune
An air of false ambiance,
A personality sort
Illusionary calm,
The night,
Thick with pretense.
My mind
Almost lucid;
Promised tranquility disappears (... więcej)