Satish Verma, 28 march 2020
Leave your seminal
expression with minimal
damage.I am excluding the
human race.
Your chin protrudes
when you think aloud.
Were you becoming-
a unique animal in haste?
The man has the
erectile ego as that of
gastropod mollusk.You will
never cross the Atlantic chasm.
You always wear
a slippery shell externally,
when your thoughts are born.
God save this earth.
steve, 26 march 2020
What can I say.. that hasn't been said...
Of dreams I had.. that now, are all dead,
Love wasn't enough to help you to see...
All that you had.. when you still had me,
And it wasn't enough.. that I've always been here...
As you make up excuses.. to just disappear,
And love wasn't enough.. as you still raised your hand...
While love trickled away... like hourglass sand,
Bruises and blood... heartache and pain...
What you called love... I call insane,
I know that it hurts... I've been hurting for years...
As I try to explain away all the tears,
Now it's too late... there's nothing to save...
There's only goodbye... as I walk away.
steve, 26 march 2020
I think about you all the time.. "much more" than I'd admit...
For you are the addiction... I can't bring myself to quit,
I can't let go these dreams of you.. and I can't walk away...
And just a fragment of a chance.. is enough to make me stay,
You've but to say the words.. for "your wish is my command"...
There's nothing that I wouldn't do.. for you are my last stand,
I only want to love you.. and lay down by your side...
My heart is weary from the tears.. and the years that I have tried,
Is it wrong to want to feel the part.. of you that few will see?
To take you by the hand.. and show what lives inside of me,
I can't make you care at all.. if its something you don't feel...
And to spend the night... if I must fight.. then I don't think I will,
If you can't see what's in my heart... by now if you don't know...
Then break these chains that bind my heart... and I will turn and go.
steve, 26 march 2020
When I ask to spend some time with you, and I get no reply...
I just want to turn and run, so you won't see me cry,
I know that I am not what you want, but I've got what you need...
So give me half a chance with you, don't make me beg and plead,
I'm not asking to be your boyfriend, I'm not asking for your hand...
I just want to spend some time, and try to understand,
To show you something you've not seen, to go where you've not been...
To pick you up when you fall down, so you can start again,
You know what my heart feels for you, is out of my control...
And everything that's good in me, is reaching for your soul,
Darkness is so lonely when you spend your nights alone...
And the echo's of your yesterdays, are the seeds you have sewn,
No one knows the future, where here and then we're gone...
So let me hold your heart to mine, until the morning dawn,
For I have more to offer than I'm given credit for...
And if you'd just surrender, I could show you so much more,
The future hasn't happened yet, and the past is yesterday...
It's "here and now" that matters most, just tell me that you'll stay.
Satish Verma, 26 march 2020
It was a strange experience
coming out of the body
to understand the death.
And I watched a train
whistling by―
then I understood,
time will not wait for me.
I started running
against the moon―
to forget the empty dream,
catching a fever.
I am still burning―
in grass, collecting
the dew, falling
from the misty night.
steve, 25 march 2020
I used to dream about you, now those are days gone by...
I learned too well the hard way, how you could make me cry,
I can't explain why I'm drawn to you, because I don't even know...
Maybe in another life, I loved you long ago,
When I'd look into your eyes, it'd take my breath away...
And words did not come easy, for things I wished to say,
I'd gaze upon your beauty, and the world would disappear...
While life goes on around me, it's only you, I'd hear,
I wanted just to love you, the only way I know...
Like a dream the haunts me every night, from a life of long ago,
I thought I knew what love is, but I've never felt such pain...
Tear my heart out of my chest, then do it all again,
I know that you will never care, I know that I'm alone...
I know that you will break my heart because your's is made of stone,
And though the storm is coming, I still want to try...
Because it's easier to say "I love you"... then it is to say "goodbye".
Satish Verma, 25 march 2020
Nothing helps.
The colossus has failed.
A naked fakir-
walks in dark moaning.
You ride a torpedo
to kill the gossips.It
misfires.All around
us is deep water.
An avalanche buries
the camp.You will not
climb the peak now.
The goddess is stripped
and alighted from
the rock.Let us pray
for the wildfire.
The sparks become the tears.
Satish Verma, 24 march 2020
Wearing a straitjacket
you come out in open.
This was a black day.
You were not invited.
The economy smells of stale fever.
A pungent smoke rises
from the joints.
A decision drifts. Scare of
paper bomb stills―
the flow of tea.
There was a party.
People come and go. Skullcaps
galore. White on brown sugar.
There is no love lost between us.
Satish Verma, 23 march 2020
Twitching will not stop
after you hit the bull's-eye.
Somewhere a nightbird,
had a hallucination, moon was
scared to come out.
The game we play all
the time. Tracing blue nudes
on the beds. A gang rape
went unnoticed by the
diehards.
A sphinx was rising in
east. What you have done
to stall the riddle of winged monster
sailing like hawk moth,
drinking your honey?
RENATA, 22 march 2020
skaza wymknęła się
spod kontroli
chwila prawdy nadeszła
nie będzie odkupienia
egzekutor wstanie napięcia
patrzcie
zamknięto wszystkie sklepy
galerie kina i koncerty
to czym żyją paszcze
portfele schudły w barwach głodu
dusić się kisić gnić w domu
rozejdzcie się wszystkie
znaki zodiaku tak trudno
żyć wroku Szczura
tylko jeść spać i srać
zamknięci w kostce Rubika
drugiego człowieka unikać
panika rozprzestrzenia się dalej
domowa kwarantanna -nie kaszleć
powietrza bo ziemia ze swoim urobkiem
będzie jednym wielkim nagrobkiem