RENATA, 24 october 2020
ŚCIGANA
Chorzy starzy pierdziele
tyle mają do kobiecych
cip
ile dzban wodę nosi
pip pip pip
Twoje zdrowie madame i nienarodzonego
się nie liczy i nic ci do tego
czy jestem kobietą z głową krowy
czy krową z głową kobiety
niestety
konieczność zdecydowała
Wyszła ONA i jak te obok
legendarne amazonki
w bój-ciało moje
i żaden chuj
stary czy młody z przesłanką niezgody
nie będzie moim bogiem
rodzić
chore martwe zagrożone
rodzić
mają niepełnosprawne i zgwałcone
rodzić
bo powstaje średniowiecze
rodzić
wnet zabiorą prąd i telewizję
gwałcić puszczać się bzykać
być w ciąży i na językach
rodzić
płaszczki gady płazy
bo tak chcą ci u władzy
a ja w imię mojego ciała
chcę mieć wybór i będę go miała
Satish Verma, 24 october 2020
I punish myself daily
to deny a god.
Do angels cry?
Pinning hope in a crisis to extract
the truth from a dying moon?
A ghost walks on the
wall to enter the alphabets
of living deads.
Ambrosia- was not
sufficient to resuscitate
a bleeding cross.
I am charting my life
for you to forget me.
Quasi-surrender. No never
I am just learning-
how to meet the death.
Another name of victory.
Satish Verma, 23 october 2020
Cut the masks
and you will find a river of sorrow
in the unblinking eyes.
The mud tears had smeared
the face.
Chimera? The fire breathing
will start a new traction to break
the silent protest of lying lambs.
Impertinence?
For whom you have come to
offer the chador at the shrine?
For whom the houses were burnt down?
For whom the lives of unborn children
were cancelled?
Whose god?
This is not anonymous insurgency.
My name had been written in.
First Informatiom Report.
Satish Verma, 22 october 2020
You said this summer,
hold me tight,
when hanging lights-
go out.
I will heal your moon,
your cryptobiosis
of seeds-
at dawn, when you wake up
before the stars leave.
It would not be a day of mourning.
The quinces, japonica
irises were deeply disturbed.
Under the tongue
lies the religion of masses.
The menus are same, only
the taste was different.
Satish Verma, 21 october 2020
A streak of sin,
just as culpable,
gives back my pains.
A half-finished poem
jolts me out of my vision.
Someone drops the moon-
and becomes evident in mist.
A profile floats. I
imagine the spreading smile.
I want to understand myself.
The colors blend. Have
you read Rilke? You will not
rise from the surface of-
life and death.
Authenticity has become
rarer. Copyright to kill is
religion. An aquiline nose
smells the prey.
Satish Verma, 20 october 2020
Transcribing my emptiness,
like emulating an ape-
to study the anatomy-
of a scar.
There was a brutal assult.
Uninterpretable was the ink,
like the blood spilled
after the vein collapsed.
An egg within an egg
would change the gender
of a name. A different money
was needed to appease the god.
The skin-sperms, and the
cut flowers. Times have changed.
I cannot fly like you.
I would write an ode to the nightimglae.
Satish Verma, 19 october 2020
The family pride
goes for the jugular. The rotational
push, dooms the vessel. I
come out in black waters. Night
is pitch-dark.
Riding the tiger, now you
want to come down. There was
no anonymous call to
remember the wits. A buried
myth is ready to romance.
My country bleeds in war
of titans. The secret of the road
was out. It does not go anywhere.
The bottomless pit is moving up
its depth. Nobody will drown in democracy.
RENATA, 18 october 2020
Odkleić rozwalić odczepić
przepołowić świat
symbol jedności
wspólnych lat
Rozłączyć rozdzielić
złą miłość zabić wyplenić
zło ukradło schowało zamieniło
w nienawiść wielką miłość
kurwiarz i nieudacznik
dziwka i niedojda
kiedyś bez siebie żyć nie umieli
już teraz raczej nie mogą na siebie patrzeć
Pamiętam wszystko
każdą chwilę
najbardziej te niemiłe
niech lepiej każdy
pójdzie swoją drogą
osobno
Toksyka oderwać od siebie jak rzepa
baba z wozu koniom lżej tak trzeba
i tylko ten papierek kartkę
z radością ściska niejeden
życiu wolność wydarta
bez ciebie jestem coś warta
Satish Verma, 18 october 2020
Celebrating the summer.
Planting a wet kiss on-
the hiding moon.
Dousing the flames,
you come in crosshairs
of a mob.
You will light
your own candle now, in-
pitch-dark inside.
Impoverished. Always
poor to buy your happiness.
Like Paleolithic stab, you stay
unmoved, exposed to shadows and sun.
The water affair was kept
alive with bloody curves. No
one believes in old bones.
I will not ask you.
I will not need.
Satish Verma, 17 october 2020
Where was the empirical
evidence, that you don't exist?
The vibes were becoming
stronger.
The comb has fallen, and
honeybee feels lése-majeste'.
Where the dots end, a
new line starts.
Adrift. The resistance is gone.
Reflecting on the added
infidelity. You cannot pay homage
to ungraceful exit.
Will you be able to draw
the wages of your life? For the
bread and liberation?
Who was responsible for your falls?