Sylvano, 19 kwietnia 2012
Rain falls to my heart,
Carrying the Moon,
This soul herald
Always dancing
On the stage of my ego.
I try to reach my goal
Right at hand
My fingers curl up however
Any time I get near it.
This race against myself
I bear with always
I want you near me
But I fear I’d leave myself.
I wouldn’t survive this tragedy
My love for you’s death would be.
I can’t imagine living without you,
Your presence and your being.
Still I always run behind,
Trying to catch you.
How sad this tragedy
Gets to be.
I can’t help myself but feeling you
By all angles and all means
Of unmatched beauty
What a desperate beast I am
To tell you all them
In a poem
On which your eyes
Never will settle themselves.
How shameful.
Sylvano TR
5/02/02
translation to english 3/04/12
Sylvano, 19 kwietnia 2012
I cry because I want to cry.
This scream to the seven Heavens goes,
Scaring Angels,
Overthrowing Demons’ fear.
Why do I have to feel so bad,
Because of this uneasy heart?
Couldn’t I come in this Realm
Cut off from this organ?
I really need a lull,
From this never-ending Death.
Couldn’t anyone lull me,
By chanting in my ear?
I don’t want to feel anymore,
Take me back to Origin,
Who do I need to plead to?
Is it God, Yahvé, Allah?
Or maybe Oshun, Nergal, Gaïa?
Hell would be better,
Than this useless Earth’s life.
I stopped existing
When my Birth came.
How do I get rid of it,
This useless body of mine?
Love is such a pain,
Never let go,
Always behind you.
It attacks savagely
When you wait for it least.
Getting you at some corner,
Devouring you to go on,
All you preserve from it
Are your all bad
That of feelings in you exist.
You hate yourself,
Want to kill your love,
Ask you sweetheart to go away,
Before jealousy takes your body over.
Then when you finally believe,
That your demons calm down,
Loyalty slowly fades.
All crumbles under your feet.
Your lover talks to you,
However looks away.
A fog cover their eyes
And their voice bleaches in the air.
In the end all you can do
Is part from them.
Eris comes between you two,
And separate your paths by pain.
How can I go on living,
Knowing all that?
But maybe I am a lost cause,
Because I look at you,
And feel Hathor again.
Sylvano TR
11/03/12
Sylvano, 19 kwietnia 2012
Looking at you
Makes me burn.
Come near,
So I can touch you.
Keep close,
So I can call.
Don’t go away,
I shall love you.
I would go crazy,
If waiting any longer.
You excite me,
You entirely
I want to see you,
Undress you,
Love you,
Until you can’t anymore
For my sake cave in.
Like a new planet
Your body
I want to found
Like a new territory,
Your skin,
I want to explore.
Anything from you I want
And all from me I want to give.
Sylvano TR
29/02/12
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